Long Long Long ago

I used to write in my blog lol, but i guess work and other things, have been keeping me from doing so sorries. I ve really been meaning to just come on here and keep it up but then dang i would get distracted with something else i swear i have the mind of like nat lol or a crow because i like shiny things haha.

So other then working and making some money, i've been trying TRYING to draw; ok so like for the month of october i wanted to draw about 20 drawings of pictures related to halloween and so i was supposed to do five for every week of october but yea that didn't quiet work out lol, I actually only have about six done so yea I am like waaaaaay behind. so then beside trying to draw but not being succesful at it lol , ive been hanging out with my family, carving pumpkins, hanging out with some new people and some old friends, opened a new bank account with a new bank.

I am actually excited for halloween because i am dressing up as a witch and well i am doing it because we can dress up for work, and its soooo cute but i got a little broom pen its so fucking awesome i love it, and its my niece's first halloween and my sister is going to dress her up as a pumpkin at first i hated the idea and thought she should be something more cute and stuff, but actually when had her try on the costume oh man it was soooooooo adorable i broke down and loved the idea i even based the idea on one of the drawings i completed =) so yea . Oh man just now i had a totally awesome idea as a prop for my costume holy monkey since I am a witch and like my jewelry is spider related i should so get a big spider prop as my pet with a collar oh man that would be sooooo cool, but i am pretty busy and don't always have a ride to places so i don't know if i can rig it , plus i still have to buy my step nephew a bday gift but tuesday i am going with a friend to get a tattoo done and so i am sure they have piercings for sell well hopefully .

So right now i am in this new place at a friends sleeping over so we can go early up in the high desert to get the tattoo done and i feel really uncomfortable but i am sooooooooooo happy i brang my lap top and that i was able to get internet connection, i was going to try and draw but its too dark and i can't have the lights on, miss my home or i mean my room where i am comfortable and can have the light on lol. oh well its just for tonight and then i will be home and probably bitch about being there and never getting out of my little place , but thats me bitch bitch bitch and bitch some more lol. well i am going to go check my email someone who i used to talk to about 10 years ago sent me a message and i am really eager to read it, i love it when i get all giddy when i have something to read , which if you knew the situation right now i shouldn't be idk anyway, i will try to update my blog, but really i was thinking of blogging else where, i really like tumbler and there is a place called blog spot or maybe i should see if my old live journal one is still around i like went on it once and then like never again, AHHHHHH my computer is dying it needs juice and i have no hole, lol that sounds soooo wrong oh well, NIGHT EVERYONE .

XOXO D