Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
SURVEY TIME
before i go on with the surveyness, Hulu posted more of a anime i've been wanting to see at first they only put some of the episodes , but a while ago they posted the rest and so today i started to watch them "Nana" is the anime , it mad me sad because some parts i felt common ground with the character and i shed some tears , but i am ok , but i feel like doing a survey.
Oh another thing , been talking with this guy named Ruben , he is super sweet, sexy, and cute, he is tall with tattoos and a very sexy voice i might add, so we shall see where this might go.
OH and i might be going to a club one that i went to a while back with my friend club Rock it ..... many many rockabilly type people go there, i hope we go , but it all depends on my friend if she wants too ... so please cross your fingers.
OK ON WITH THE SURVEY
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
hehe my ex yes i do and he isn't getting it back my token for spending all that useless time and effort on him haha
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
yea because i know it will never happen :(
When was the last time someone called you baby?
last night hehe
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
ummm not really sure
When was the last time you were really confused?
seems like all the time now i just don't know what to think about some things *sigh*
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
oh yes i hate them , but secretly love them hehe
Do you have nice eyes?
yup the one real thing i like about me , they change colors and sometime look absolutely gorgeous.
Whose birthday is coming up?
Oh my best friend , my step nephew, mine and my sisters YAY
Were you happy when you woke up?
not really i felt kind of blah
Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
nope i am uninspiring lol
What was the last thing you cried about?
oh that i let go of someone that possible would of made me happy :.(
Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
yea i would , i would do whatever it takes
Who was the last person that called you?
Mr. LoPorto it sure was nice to hear his voice again :(
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
bummed
Opposite sex on your mind?
yea several lol
What are you currently doing besides this?
putting this on my blog lol
Any plans for tomorrow?
um greeting my dads wife's new dog lol
What's the last thing you ate?
LASAGNA (my fav food beside sushi ) and brownies yumalishous hehe
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
not at the moment , my feelings are on hold for those of the opposite sex til i can figure things out erg.
Are you going be home alone tonight?
i was last week, but they are back and now my best friend is coming over yay
When is the last time you took a nap?
today actually i was playing the new tetris challenge and i got sleepy so i went for like 30 mins then continued lol
What person do you trust the most?
trust no one they only hurt you in the end
Is someone mad at you right now?
um well not that i know of lol
When was the last time you were sick?
when i went with my friend to Idyllwild got the pukies lol
What are you looking forward to?
seeing my friend tonight, maybe going to a club Thursday night and then hopefully seeing my crush on Halloween yay hehe lol
Last time you talked to someone outloud?
to my dads wife talking about her new dog coming and she showed me the toys and what not she got her
First thing you did this morning?
check my email
Best thing about yesterday?
i got to hang with my sister and later on my best friend and i talked to Ruben
Name a person that you instantly smile when you see they're calling:
no one really calls they just message me online
If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
not really i kinda have to experience it for myself
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
no i am very sensitive so seeing a animal hurt in a movie watch out for the water works lol
Let's be honest; have you ever been played by someone?
probably but i am not sure
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
maybe a part of me but the other part most likly does
You wake up and all your hair is shaved off, what do you do?
look for melissa lol..... buy some wigs of different awesome colors ex. pink , blue, rainbow lol
What's your school's mascot?
Wild cats meow lol
Do you have an absurd amount of change in your room?
not a absurd amount but somewhere i have a sock of change , but it's actually ment to keep change in it it's sooooo cute lol
Most valued thing in the room you are currently in?
Computer, ipod, ratties, hair straightner
When you know you're wrong, how do you act?
embarrassed
Where is your mom?
at her apartment i am sure
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
really right now my heart wishes it had went to Virginia *sigh*
Is your current relationship simple or complicated?
i have no relationship , but there are possible ones hehe
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
with what i have , but not what ive done with it
Is there anyone you need to talk to right now?
the list is long lol
Where do you purchase most of your articles of clothing?
well it used to be hot topic , but they sooo expensive and now i find cuter more girly and affordable clothes at Forever 21
What upset you the most today?
This anime show called "Nana" related to what happened *sigh*
Besides a family member's place, where was the last place you went to, why?
Walmart for some necessities
What color are your underwear?
like a teal color hehe
Who will always tell it to you like it is, no matter if it's going to hurt or not?
my sister definitely
Do you want your phone to ring at the moment?
only if its for me and a certain person which won't happen
Name three things you want more than anything at this very moment:
A job, the person my heart Desires, and my license
Hope you enjoyed you should copy and post somewhere like myspace.
XOXO D
Oh another thing , been talking with this guy named Ruben , he is super sweet, sexy, and cute, he is tall with tattoos and a very sexy voice i might add, so we shall see where this might go.
OH and i might be going to a club one that i went to a while back with my friend club Rock it ..... many many rockabilly type people go there, i hope we go , but it all depends on my friend if she wants too ... so please cross your fingers.
OK ON WITH THE SURVEY
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
hehe my ex yes i do and he isn't getting it back my token for spending all that useless time and effort on him haha
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
yea because i know it will never happen :(
When was the last time someone called you baby?
last night hehe
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
ummm not really sure
When was the last time you were really confused?
seems like all the time now i just don't know what to think about some things *sigh*
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
oh yes i hate them , but secretly love them hehe
Do you have nice eyes?
yup the one real thing i like about me , they change colors and sometime look absolutely gorgeous.
Whose birthday is coming up?
Oh my best friend , my step nephew, mine and my sisters YAY
Were you happy when you woke up?
not really i felt kind of blah
Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
nope i am uninspiring lol
What was the last thing you cried about?
oh that i let go of someone that possible would of made me happy :.(
Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
yea i would , i would do whatever it takes
Who was the last person that called you?
Mr. LoPorto it sure was nice to hear his voice again :(
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
bummed
Opposite sex on your mind?
yea several lol
What are you currently doing besides this?
putting this on my blog lol
Any plans for tomorrow?
um greeting my dads wife's new dog lol
What's the last thing you ate?
LASAGNA (my fav food beside sushi ) and brownies yumalishous hehe
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
not at the moment , my feelings are on hold for those of the opposite sex til i can figure things out erg.
Are you going be home alone tonight?
i was last week, but they are back and now my best friend is coming over yay
When is the last time you took a nap?
today actually i was playing the new tetris challenge and i got sleepy so i went for like 30 mins then continued lol
What person do you trust the most?
trust no one they only hurt you in the end
Is someone mad at you right now?
um well not that i know of lol
When was the last time you were sick?
when i went with my friend to Idyllwild got the pukies lol
What are you looking forward to?
seeing my friend tonight, maybe going to a club Thursday night and then hopefully seeing my crush on Halloween yay hehe lol
Last time you talked to someone outloud?
to my dads wife talking about her new dog coming and she showed me the toys and what not she got her
First thing you did this morning?
check my email
Best thing about yesterday?
i got to hang with my sister and later on my best friend and i talked to Ruben
Name a person that you instantly smile when you see they're calling:
no one really calls they just message me online
If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
not really i kinda have to experience it for myself
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
no i am very sensitive so seeing a animal hurt in a movie watch out for the water works lol
Let's be honest; have you ever been played by someone?
probably but i am not sure
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
maybe a part of me but the other part most likly does
You wake up and all your hair is shaved off, what do you do?
look for melissa lol..... buy some wigs of different awesome colors ex. pink , blue, rainbow lol
What's your school's mascot?
Wild cats meow lol
Do you have an absurd amount of change in your room?
not a absurd amount but somewhere i have a sock of change , but it's actually ment to keep change in it it's sooooo cute lol
Most valued thing in the room you are currently in?
Computer, ipod, ratties, hair straightner
When you know you're wrong, how do you act?
embarrassed
Where is your mom?
at her apartment i am sure
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
really right now my heart wishes it had went to Virginia *sigh*
Is your current relationship simple or complicated?
i have no relationship , but there are possible ones hehe
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
with what i have , but not what ive done with it
Is there anyone you need to talk to right now?
the list is long lol
Where do you purchase most of your articles of clothing?
well it used to be hot topic , but they sooo expensive and now i find cuter more girly and affordable clothes at Forever 21
What upset you the most today?
This anime show called "Nana" related to what happened *sigh*
Besides a family member's place, where was the last place you went to, why?
Walmart for some necessities
What color are your underwear?
like a teal color hehe
Who will always tell it to you like it is, no matter if it's going to hurt or not?
my sister definitely
Do you want your phone to ring at the moment?
only if its for me and a certain person which won't happen
Name three things you want more than anything at this very moment:
A job, the person my heart Desires, and my license
Hope you enjoyed you should copy and post somewhere like myspace.
"'ll bet living in a nudist colony takes all the fun out of Halloween." ~Author Unknown
XOXO D
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Halloween is almost here
So I don't have the place to myself anymore , i will miss the freedom to roam around the house in just my bra and panties hehe.
so I haven't blogged in a bit, lets see Tuesday night there was a meteor shower i got to see a little of it, then that guy Casey came over and we watched a movie.
Then Wednesday my old friend from hs Rosanna came over and hung out and we a caught up on each others lives it was fun.
Thursday my mom came over and we watched a bunch of episodes of "So You Think You Can Dance."
Friday I reconnected with this guy i talked to back when i lived in Ventura, I thought he was soooo cute, and he wanted to meet me , but i couldn't so i stopped talking, well he messaged me again and we got to talking and then he came over and hung out and we watched a movie. That night i also saw "Friday The 13th" for the first time it was ok the ending freaked me out tho, also that night well actually Saturday morning.
Saturday Morning like 4 am i couldn't really sleep and i was up , so i saw that this one guy was on that i was about to go live with in Virginia and i had messaged him the past but he never responded back , but i thought i would message him just to see ... and surprisingly he responded and we started texting back and fourth and then he wanted to call me so i let him and we talked for a long time, it made me feel bad, because i bailed on him when i was supposed to go live with him i regret it, i have many regrets and someday soon i will tell you the other great regret in my life.
So after talking with him i felt like shit still kinda do.
Sunday my sister and her husband came over for family dinner and a movie, but we didn't really watch a movie, i was already watching "The Shining" which i've never seen before it was one weird movie, so that was the movie of the night and then my dad and his wife showed us the pictures of their trip to Hawaii very beautiful, they got me a tribal man mask it's awesome, but my sister wanted to trade me what she got , i would of loved what she got but i would have no place to put it was this wooden wind chime things , then me and my sister were talking about the episode of "The Simpsons" where they did their version of "The Shining" and so i looked it up online and we watched it and man we laughed our asses off it was great i loved it.
Me and my sister also discussed the get together that we want to have for halloween and invite me crush hehe, we want to be able to play Pictionary man but with halloween theme stuff , so sometime during the week we are going to work on it.
For the remainder of the month iam posting some fav halloween type songs that i enjoy.
Hope everyone has a grand halloween.
XOXO D
so I haven't blogged in a bit, lets see Tuesday night there was a meteor shower i got to see a little of it, then that guy Casey came over and we watched a movie.
Then Wednesday my old friend from hs Rosanna came over and hung out and we a caught up on each others lives it was fun.
Thursday my mom came over and we watched a bunch of episodes of "So You Think You Can Dance."
Friday I reconnected with this guy i talked to back when i lived in Ventura, I thought he was soooo cute, and he wanted to meet me , but i couldn't so i stopped talking, well he messaged me again and we got to talking and then he came over and hung out and we watched a movie. That night i also saw "Friday The 13th" for the first time it was ok the ending freaked me out tho, also that night well actually Saturday morning.
Saturday Morning like 4 am i couldn't really sleep and i was up , so i saw that this one guy was on that i was about to go live with in Virginia and i had messaged him the past but he never responded back , but i thought i would message him just to see ... and surprisingly he responded and we started texting back and fourth and then he wanted to call me so i let him and we talked for a long time, it made me feel bad, because i bailed on him when i was supposed to go live with him i regret it, i have many regrets and someday soon i will tell you the other great regret in my life.
So after talking with him i felt like shit still kinda do.
Sunday my sister and her husband came over for family dinner and a movie, but we didn't really watch a movie, i was already watching "The Shining" which i've never seen before it was one weird movie, so that was the movie of the night and then my dad and his wife showed us the pictures of their trip to Hawaii very beautiful, they got me a tribal man mask it's awesome, but my sister wanted to trade me what she got , i would of loved what she got but i would have no place to put it was this wooden wind chime things , then me and my sister were talking about the episode of "The Simpsons" where they did their version of "The Shining" and so i looked it up online and we watched it and man we laughed our asses off it was great i loved it.
Me and my sister also discussed the get together that we want to have for halloween and invite me crush hehe, we want to be able to play Pictionary man but with halloween theme stuff , so sometime during the week we are going to work on it.
For the remainder of the month iam posting some fav halloween type songs that i enjoy.
Hope everyone has a grand halloween.
XOXO D
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Info was the Game-o
Not much going on these past few days, i am home alone and have been hanging out with my friend Melissa it was fun we had a silly string fight and water balloon fight it was fun , that guy sean we aren't talking anymore just wasn't working out, he was a pussy anyway i hate guys who are pussies lol, but the guy Casey is still trying to get with me, i still haven't told him to stop pursing me , we haven't hung out anymore, but just been chatting online. Then i haven't been really looking for guys, just been kinda kicking it, i was crushing on this friend of my sisters and her husband, and i got the guts to talk to him a little on facebook, my sister told me to ask him out but dang i don't have the balls for that, and who knows if he wants to , i am sure he will say no anyway. I don't even think i will talk to him again on there , i hate having to chase someone.
I've been drawing i drew my monstercycle harley , and i drew a evil doctor monster lady
I am having fun drawing.
Tonight is a meteor shower that i am going to try and catch i hope i catch it or get to see it, i wanted my friend to come over and us go to Green spot but she can't bummer.
I am going to do a survey , been doing a few and they are fun plus its more info about me.
Do you lick your lips?
sometimes but not a whole lot it tends to dry your lips out
How much money have you spent today?
not a penny
What's something you really want right now?
A love interest
Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
eww no i don't like doing that its weird
Worst habbit?
when ever i have nail polish on i tend to peeling it off
Have you ever had sex in the shower?
ummm i believe so
Do you have a best friend?
yup CASHEW lol
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
oh yes the past 5 years lol
Who of the same sex knows you the best?
not sure really
What do you do when something's wrong?
depends on the situation
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
um yea but they won't , and it would be awesome if they did so we could watch the meteor shower lol.
Ever kissed someone who's name started with a R, F, Z, K?
yea some one whoes name started with a R and a K
What do you hear?
The cosby show and my sneeze lol
What is something you realized today?
I love to sing and I love to draw alot
What do you do when you're nervous?
my leg twitches my family call it the polish jig
Is there something you're happy about at this moment?
that my drawing came out pretty good and hopefully seeing the meteor shower
Do you like movie nights?
Hell yes they are awesome i love to get lost in movies
Have any tattoos?
not yet but one day
Have any piercing?
yes tongue piercing , bellie pierced and ears pierced
Do you think you'll make a good husband/wife?
yup I sures do to the right person
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe not sure tho
What kind of pants are you wearing?
Jeans
Are you wearing anything borrowed?
nope my own stuff
Who is the last person that called you?
My daddy from Hawaii
Does anyone have feelings for you?
nope not that i know of
Is anyone else in the room with you?
just cats lol
Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
i know a few that have the male version of my name
Last person that you were in the car with?
Melissa we went and got water balloons
Would you date a 19 year old at the age you are now?
oh man i am not sure i don't like to date babies, but it depends on how we click
If you had the chance to shoot someone would you?
I don't like guns, i would be to shaky to be able to do it.
Ever been caught doing something illegal?
nope
Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
um yes but the special person in my life only others it's kinda odd lol
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Winter specially the rainy parts yum
What were you doing last night at midnight?
drinking some coke and captain Morgan
Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
might depends on the shade of purple but it's not really my color
Are you a mean person?
i try not to be , but sometime people push me to far
Relationships or one night stands?
Uhhh Relationships
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Yup i am still clothed in street clothes so i am good to go
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
No they are younger
Have you ever had someone sing to you?
yea and it was odd lol
What color shirt are you wearing?
black with a little owl on it hehe
How many people on your myspace top friends list do you know in real life?
I only put my best friend on my the top shes the only one worthy lol
What's your main ringtone on your phone?
I don't have a cell phone :(
What time did you wake up today?
i have been constantly waking up at 9 am
What were you doing two nights ago?
having a water balloon fight with my friend lol
Name something you can't wait to do.
get a job
If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
get a place of my own invest well and help those around me the best i could
Last thing you ate?
Mushroom Chicken Pot Pie Yummmy
What's your favorite month?
December i love the air about it, the pretty lights and just the way people are
Your least favorite month?
June because it's always so hot
What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
socks lol
Last person to make you sad?
Asshole nickname for my ex lol
Favorite kind of drink?
Cherry Lemonade from hot dog on a stick
If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come visit you?
no we aren't that close
Where were you last night at 11 pm?
sitting in my living room drinking and listening to music with my friend
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Saturday my daddy when he left awwwww
Look to the right, what do you see?
kitchen table and blinds to the side door
What are you looking forward to in the next 2 to 4 months?
my bday my sisters bday etc
Have you broken the law in the last week?
nope
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
sorta i get to see a old friend of mine
Name something you disliked about the day you had?
it was just kinda boring nothing really happened
Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a K?
didn't i just answer a similar question and yes i have
Are you good at math?
If i have a calculator
Do you believe exes can be friends?
definitely depends on how things ended , but most likely no
Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
I love it but yes at night i get freaked out
Your best friend likes your last "ex", what do you say?
they wouldn't but if it did happen i would say i don't wish bad things to you but i don't wish you well
Ready for winter to come?
hella yes
Was last night terrible?
nope it was a lot of fun i got buzzed
Have you ever fallen for someone older than you?
yup like way older too , kinda freaky but age is just a number but i don't like to go lower then 25
Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
Oh yes i believe i am and should stop but its hard to
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not really
Who was driving the last car you were in?
Melissa
When was the last time you cried? And why?
it's been a while but it dealt with my ex
Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
no people dont tend to help but shows and tetris do
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
oh yes there is and i tend to replay it several times
Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
not really
How many dogs do you have?
none but there is one coming soon dum dum dummmmm
Do you have feelings for someone?
maybe
What's upset you the most in the past week?
not getting to see sean
Who was the hardest person you've had to say goodbye to and when?
never really got to say goodbye
Do you have an older brother?
none
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
nope
When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
i would Doodle
well hoped you enjoyed this survey
XOXO D
I've been drawing i drew my monstercycle harley , and i drew a evil doctor monster lady
I am having fun drawing.
Tonight is a meteor shower that i am going to try and catch i hope i catch it or get to see it, i wanted my friend to come over and us go to Green spot but she can't bummer.
I am going to do a survey , been doing a few and they are fun plus its more info about me.
Do you lick your lips?
sometimes but not a whole lot it tends to dry your lips out
How much money have you spent today?
not a penny
What's something you really want right now?
A love interest
Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
eww no i don't like doing that its weird
Worst habbit?
when ever i have nail polish on i tend to peeling it off
Have you ever had sex in the shower?
ummm i believe so
Do you have a best friend?
yup CASHEW lol
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
oh yes the past 5 years lol
Who of the same sex knows you the best?
not sure really
What do you do when something's wrong?
depends on the situation
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
um yea but they won't , and it would be awesome if they did so we could watch the meteor shower lol.
Ever kissed someone who's name started with a R, F, Z, K?
yea some one whoes name started with a R and a K
What do you hear?
The cosby show and my sneeze lol
What is something you realized today?
I love to sing and I love to draw alot
What do you do when you're nervous?
my leg twitches my family call it the polish jig
Is there something you're happy about at this moment?
that my drawing came out pretty good and hopefully seeing the meteor shower
Do you like movie nights?
Hell yes they are awesome i love to get lost in movies
Have any tattoos?
not yet but one day
Have any piercing?
yes tongue piercing , bellie pierced and ears pierced
Do you think you'll make a good husband/wife?
yup I sures do to the right person
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe not sure tho
What kind of pants are you wearing?
Jeans
Are you wearing anything borrowed?
nope my own stuff
Who is the last person that called you?
My daddy from Hawaii
Does anyone have feelings for you?
nope not that i know of
Is anyone else in the room with you?
just cats lol
Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
i know a few that have the male version of my name
Last person that you were in the car with?
Melissa we went and got water balloons
Would you date a 19 year old at the age you are now?
oh man i am not sure i don't like to date babies, but it depends on how we click
If you had the chance to shoot someone would you?
I don't like guns, i would be to shaky to be able to do it.
Ever been caught doing something illegal?
nope
Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
um yes but the special person in my life only others it's kinda odd lol
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Winter specially the rainy parts yum
What were you doing last night at midnight?
drinking some coke and captain Morgan
Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
might depends on the shade of purple but it's not really my color
Are you a mean person?
i try not to be , but sometime people push me to far
Relationships or one night stands?
Uhhh Relationships
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Yup i am still clothed in street clothes so i am good to go
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
No they are younger
Have you ever had someone sing to you?
yea and it was odd lol
What color shirt are you wearing?
black with a little owl on it hehe
How many people on your myspace top friends list do you know in real life?
I only put my best friend on my the top shes the only one worthy lol
What's your main ringtone on your phone?
I don't have a cell phone :(
What time did you wake up today?
i have been constantly waking up at 9 am
What were you doing two nights ago?
having a water balloon fight with my friend lol
Name something you can't wait to do.
get a job
If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
get a place of my own invest well and help those around me the best i could
Last thing you ate?
Mushroom Chicken Pot Pie Yummmy
What's your favorite month?
December i love the air about it, the pretty lights and just the way people are
Your least favorite month?
June because it's always so hot
What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
socks lol
Last person to make you sad?
Asshole nickname for my ex lol
Favorite kind of drink?
Cherry Lemonade from hot dog on a stick
If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come visit you?
no we aren't that close
Where were you last night at 11 pm?
sitting in my living room drinking and listening to music with my friend
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Saturday my daddy when he left awwwww
Look to the right, what do you see?
kitchen table and blinds to the side door
What are you looking forward to in the next 2 to 4 months?
my bday my sisters bday etc
Have you broken the law in the last week?
nope
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
sorta i get to see a old friend of mine
Name something you disliked about the day you had?
it was just kinda boring nothing really happened
Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a K?
didn't i just answer a similar question and yes i have
Are you good at math?
If i have a calculator
Do you believe exes can be friends?
definitely depends on how things ended , but most likely no
Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
I love it but yes at night i get freaked out
Your best friend likes your last "ex", what do you say?
they wouldn't but if it did happen i would say i don't wish bad things to you but i don't wish you well
Ready for winter to come?
hella yes
Was last night terrible?
nope it was a lot of fun i got buzzed
Have you ever fallen for someone older than you?
yup like way older too , kinda freaky but age is just a number but i don't like to go lower then 25
Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
Oh yes i believe i am and should stop but its hard to
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not really
Who was driving the last car you were in?
Melissa
When was the last time you cried? And why?
it's been a while but it dealt with my ex
Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
no people dont tend to help but shows and tetris do
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
oh yes there is and i tend to replay it several times
Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
not really
How many dogs do you have?
none but there is one coming soon dum dum dummmmm
Do you have feelings for someone?
maybe
What's upset you the most in the past week?
not getting to see sean
Who was the hardest person you've had to say goodbye to and when?
never really got to say goodbye
Do you have an older brother?
none
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
nope
When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
i would Doodle
well hoped you enjoyed this survey
XOXO D
Friday, October 16, 2009
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS FRIGHT FEST
Last night i attended the universal studios fright fest, it was my first time going , and this is my review ; it was ok it wasn't as scary as i thought it was going to be but i did enjoy myself and did get scared a few times, but i don't think i would go with the people i went with and that's all I am saying about that, but i had not been to universal's in a long time and the only ride i had been on that is still on was Jurrassic park , and it was just like how i remembered it, and i also got to go on the mummy ride which was pretty fun , and then we went on the mazes and they were ok, i mean they are a little better that Knotts scary farms mazes but still the same in scaring me meter, i did enjoy the Rocky Horror picture show tribute thing is was cool, my friends mom bought us hats and it came with noise makers and a ultra cool blue glow stick , and the thing that was the most awesome and worth going was The simpson ride that ride was soooooooo cool, it was a long night and at the end i was sooo tired i knocked out in the car , oh yea i also got these little devil horns that change colors they are so cool.
So i am glad i went it was fun and all, then the next day I've been talking to Sean , he is such a sweet guy , but the situation is weird, but we have the greatest talks and he makes me laugh and i make him laugh.
well i am kind tired right now so no quote this time around.
XOXO D
So i am glad i went it was fun and all, then the next day I've been talking to Sean , he is such a sweet guy , but the situation is weird, but we have the greatest talks and he makes me laugh and i make him laugh.
well i am kind tired right now so no quote this time around.
XOXO D
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Really
Ok so this is what has been going, things aren't going so well with that guy Casey, i just don't think he is into me for the right reasons i mean when we hung out we barely talked and thats not cool because it was kinda boring , and basically we would just make out and i think he just wants to get it on lol. so i am not sure where to take this , i don't know how to tell him, i kinda never had to lol.
Other then that, i had been talking to this guy named Sean , he is a awesome guy, he is sweet, funny, and can keep a conversation. at first we were talking back and forth on POF and then we started talking on Yahoo, and then we started talking on the phone and for the past few days we have been talking non stop to one another i mean we started talking today at like 10am and didn't stop til 430 pm , and you don't know how long i've been looking to find someone like that, where i could just chat forever it's awesome, we want to meet eachother in person but he has car issues right now and so we have to wait til it gets fixed and then he said he will come out to see me , he lives in the high desert and he only lives like a hour away, and he is such a cutie pie, he is originally from Jersey , so i call him my Jersey boy , the thing is he is already falling for me , and it's to soon for me, i mean he is a cool guy i love talking to him, but i am not close to giving him my heart no way i am being very protective of my heart this time around. So we will see where this goes.
Another thing that is going on is tommorrow i get to go to Universal studios fright fest YAY!!!! I can't wait it's going to be soooo fun and freaky at the same time, i am so going to get me ass scared, i am going to be clinging onto my friend for dear life, i do wish i had someone to enjoy it with and to hid my face in there chest and have them hold onto me to protect me, that is the bummer part , but i should still have fun , i mean this is my first time going to this event, ive been to knotts scary farm many a time , and universal's looks like it will be really scary and i just can't wait i am so excited hehe.
I just finished drawing my Monster Hot Rod and i am going to be drawing a chopper , so when i finish with that i will post my pictures to show you all what i have been working on. Also i am so craving del taco it's crazy last night i got the craving lol, and then when i was on a talk break from Sean i called my mom to see if she wanted to go get some del taco , and she was like maybe, so i don't know if i will be getting it, but i am thinking if she does come by that i am wanting some chinese food now yummy too , but when we went to get my dress for that date we did have chinese at the mall. hmmmmmm i would like to have my chicken soft taco tho lol , they are just so yummy.
Oh my gosh i just spaced out watching my rat Kyoshi cleaning herself, it is so freaking cute love it. hehe.
"Animals are such agreeable friends - they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms." ~ George Eliot
XOXO D
Other then that, i had been talking to this guy named Sean , he is a awesome guy, he is sweet, funny, and can keep a conversation. at first we were talking back and forth on POF and then we started talking on Yahoo, and then we started talking on the phone and for the past few days we have been talking non stop to one another i mean we started talking today at like 10am and didn't stop til 430 pm , and you don't know how long i've been looking to find someone like that, where i could just chat forever it's awesome, we want to meet eachother in person but he has car issues right now and so we have to wait til it gets fixed and then he said he will come out to see me , he lives in the high desert and he only lives like a hour away, and he is such a cutie pie, he is originally from Jersey , so i call him my Jersey boy , the thing is he is already falling for me , and it's to soon for me, i mean he is a cool guy i love talking to him, but i am not close to giving him my heart no way i am being very protective of my heart this time around. So we will see where this goes.
Another thing that is going on is tommorrow i get to go to Universal studios fright fest YAY!!!! I can't wait it's going to be soooo fun and freaky at the same time, i am so going to get me ass scared, i am going to be clinging onto my friend for dear life, i do wish i had someone to enjoy it with and to hid my face in there chest and have them hold onto me to protect me, that is the bummer part , but i should still have fun , i mean this is my first time going to this event, ive been to knotts scary farm many a time , and universal's looks like it will be really scary and i just can't wait i am so excited hehe.
I just finished drawing my Monster Hot Rod and i am going to be drawing a chopper , so when i finish with that i will post my pictures to show you all what i have been working on. Also i am so craving del taco it's crazy last night i got the craving lol, and then when i was on a talk break from Sean i called my mom to see if she wanted to go get some del taco , and she was like maybe, so i don't know if i will be getting it, but i am thinking if she does come by that i am wanting some chinese food now yummy too , but when we went to get my dress for that date we did have chinese at the mall. hmmmmmm i would like to have my chicken soft taco tho lol , they are just so yummy.
Oh my gosh i just spaced out watching my rat Kyoshi cleaning herself, it is so freaking cute love it. hehe.
"Animals are such agreeable friends - they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms." ~ George Eliot
XOXO D
Monday, October 12, 2009
Dreaming my Dream of Dreams
It is so quiet right now in my house it is a little on the creepy side, yesterday was pretty good, in the morning my friend picked me up to take her gf home all the way to the OC and it was a interesting ride as they got into a big argument about religion , my friend doesn't have that much belief in god , but her gf does and they argued about how the world was created by god, i did not even get into that fight i just sat back and listen to them go on about it.
Then she dropped her off at home and we were going to try and to put money in her account so we could by tickets for the Universal studios Fright fest but the banks weren't open and we have to wait til Tuesday because today is a federal holiday and the banks are closed, I got to meet my friend kitten that she took home , so adorable so young and acting like a kitten should, sadly she can't keep it and will be taking it to the pound, but it's a sweet little kitten i am sure it will find a home quickly.
so I got home about 140 and talked to my mom and talked to Casey for a bit , and i was also drawing a hot rob , OH MY GOSH my new dream car is to have a hot rod, they are so cool looking. as soon as Casey had to go do a family thing and leave, i passed out and went to sleep for a few and then woke up and had to help my dads wife find one of the cats , because she accidently squashed him in the door, luckily i found him and all was right lol.
I continued to draw my monster hot rod muhaahhahaha and then Casey came back online to talk, and then soon my friend came over and i had her watch House the first episode of the new season, we were about to watch the second episode, but she was begging me to watch bones, so we were almost about to but then we go to talking to Casey on the mic, it was fun , and my friend got to see what kind of guy he was, but he was being a bit nasty last night i guess he was horny because he wanted me to come over and he wasn't caring about his moms no people in the house after 1030 but i didn't go and soon my friend had to get going. I talked a little bit more with Casey, but we were both preoccupied i started the new challenge on tetris friends and i believe he was watching Dexter or pleasuring himself lol. well finally i was to tired to keep my eyes open so i said my farewells and plopped into bed and fell asleep.
Now for the dream segment, at first i was dream about being at some grocery store and people were after us and we were running and it was me and Melissa and some guy we got to a house and there were all these other girls i don't know who they were, and i do believe my friends mother was there, and i remember i was looking for a cell phone of mine but i couldn't find it, and then i got a sent a message on yahoo from David , and he said well? and i was like well what , and he was like DJ i am like what are you talking about , and he sent me a clip and it was some concert and at first i was just watching people singing down a aisle then they should people playing instruments and i saw David playing a guitar and doing other stuff as well and i pointed to my friend i was like oh my there is David he has hair , and the thing was he wanted back in my life and he was bettering his but doing stuff to make us happy or something like that, i know why i had a dream about him, because he called my cell not to long ago lol, we hadn't talked in like forever and now he calls , he calls the phone in my life that doesn't work lol, because he has my home phone and also my friends cell if he truly wants to get a hold of me , but i am not about to call him, because he hasn't kept up with keeping in touch with me so why should I . erg I still wish Patrick would come back into the picture he was such a cool guy and i was very interested in him, I am not sure what my feeling are for Casey, he is a nice guy , kind of a big dork , but i am not getting that real spark hmmm it's weird, but i am seeing where it goes.
"A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be." ~Douglas Pagels
XOXO D
Then she dropped her off at home and we were going to try and to put money in her account so we could by tickets for the Universal studios Fright fest but the banks weren't open and we have to wait til Tuesday because today is a federal holiday and the banks are closed, I got to meet my friend kitten that she took home , so adorable so young and acting like a kitten should, sadly she can't keep it and will be taking it to the pound, but it's a sweet little kitten i am sure it will find a home quickly.
so I got home about 140 and talked to my mom and talked to Casey for a bit , and i was also drawing a hot rob , OH MY GOSH my new dream car is to have a hot rod, they are so cool looking. as soon as Casey had to go do a family thing and leave, i passed out and went to sleep for a few and then woke up and had to help my dads wife find one of the cats , because she accidently squashed him in the door, luckily i found him and all was right lol.
I continued to draw my monster hot rod muhaahhahaha and then Casey came back online to talk, and then soon my friend came over and i had her watch House the first episode of the new season, we were about to watch the second episode, but she was begging me to watch bones, so we were almost about to but then we go to talking to Casey on the mic, it was fun , and my friend got to see what kind of guy he was, but he was being a bit nasty last night i guess he was horny because he wanted me to come over and he wasn't caring about his moms no people in the house after 1030 but i didn't go and soon my friend had to get going. I talked a little bit more with Casey, but we were both preoccupied i started the new challenge on tetris friends and i believe he was watching Dexter or pleasuring himself lol. well finally i was to tired to keep my eyes open so i said my farewells and plopped into bed and fell asleep.
Now for the dream segment, at first i was dream about being at some grocery store and people were after us and we were running and it was me and Melissa and some guy we got to a house and there were all these other girls i don't know who they were, and i do believe my friends mother was there, and i remember i was looking for a cell phone of mine but i couldn't find it, and then i got a sent a message on yahoo from David , and he said well? and i was like well what , and he was like DJ i am like what are you talking about , and he sent me a clip and it was some concert and at first i was just watching people singing down a aisle then they should people playing instruments and i saw David playing a guitar and doing other stuff as well and i pointed to my friend i was like oh my there is David he has hair , and the thing was he wanted back in my life and he was bettering his but doing stuff to make us happy or something like that, i know why i had a dream about him, because he called my cell not to long ago lol, we hadn't talked in like forever and now he calls , he calls the phone in my life that doesn't work lol, because he has my home phone and also my friends cell if he truly wants to get a hold of me , but i am not about to call him, because he hasn't kept up with keeping in touch with me so why should I . erg I still wish Patrick would come back into the picture he was such a cool guy and i was very interested in him, I am not sure what my feeling are for Casey, he is a nice guy , kind of a big dork , but i am not getting that real spark hmmm it's weird, but i am seeing where it goes.
"A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be." ~Douglas Pagels
XOXO D
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Ouch my neck hurts
Hey haven't written in few so heres whats been going on well Wednesday night i got to see Casey again, this time we did not go to green spot but we went towards big bear, because he wanted to show me the city scape from a area over there, but when we got there it was too foggy to see anything, we chilled and talked, my goodness i was still nervous especially because before we were talking online about how we wanted to kiss each other and he wanted me to signal to him that i wanted him to kiss me , by looking into his eyes, so i was so nervous and didn't look into his eyes lol, we chilled long enough that some fog parted and i got to see a little of the city scape it was pretty cool, then he drove me home and we chilled in front of my house for a bit and then started to yes started to make out , my rating for his kisses i would give it a 6 out of 10, he needs to use his tongue more , oh and he likes to bite and he bit my lip and it hurt , and then he bites my neck, doesn't try to really give a hickey he bites it's weird , so after making out for about an hour i decided to get home and i woke up the next morning and my neck is so tender and it hurt to touch it and all that was there was a little bruise but really it feels as though i've been shocked in the neck lol.
So on Thursday i got my mom to take me to Ontario mills so i could get a new outfit for my date for friday, and ontario mills has a store called forever 21 that sells cute clothes that fit me and look ultra cute, but they way my mom ways i don't think i will do that again :::shudder::: but none the less i found a dress i fell in love with although it is black i also got a little red jacket to go over it to give it that extra something. i tried to look for accessories, but i didn't fine anything to my liking.
So then Friday came around and i spent most of the day getting ready in steps lol, i did my hair in the way where i have a bump in the front, i lost my bumpit that automatically does it so i had to do it manually and it was tricky, but i was proud how it turned out lol, so then close to 7pm Casey came and picked me up and he met my dad and his wife , and then we looked at the times for the movies and we were on our way , we went to this sushi restaurant in the citrus plaza called Niko Niko , it was pretty good , he ordered us this sushi plate called Crunch dragon, even though it was a little spicy it was really good too, so then after we ate we went to the kikorian theater in redlands and saw "Zombie Land" and guess what i survived it i wasn't freaked out of my wits , maybe because it involved humor , but it was a pretty good movie with a good soundtrack that i am going to look into, then afterwords we went back to my place and made out and then he left.
It was a good date , the most interesting i thought that is funny to me i don't know why but it is, ok so i looked at his myspace and he has all this stuff about how he is very religious and everything, but since i've been talking and hanging out with him he hasn't said anything about church, his religion, Jesus etc, but when we went to the restaurant and the food came, he prayed to himself , but it was just like wow ok i don't know it just kinda just made me feel i dont know , but i just can't stop thinking about it it was so random i guess, but anyway when we made out he did the biting thing again so now my neck hurts again erg, and really did he have to do both sides he couldn't stick to one lol, so now i am feeling it from both sides lol.
So other then chillin with Casey , i have been drawing i will scan what i've been doing and post it on here later, but one of them i colored with pastels and i really need to buy some of that spray seal stuff, because last time when i used hair spray and crapped the picture in my eyes anyway. but i am really proud of this rockabilly demon couple i drew , but i should Casey and he didn't seem to like it as much as the other picture i did. I like drawing though its fun to think of something to do and see it come to be ya know, i should look up what it takes to be like a illustrator or something my rockabilly demon chick is awesome i love her, and my sister is going to come over later today and i am going to have her name her , can't wait to post it to show my pictures. other then that , i've been chillin and watching roseanne i am on season 6 lol, i don't know what it is but that show always makes me feel happy and what not lol.
"If we don't teach our kids how to read , how will the ever know whats on" Peter Griffin
XOXO D
So on Thursday i got my mom to take me to Ontario mills so i could get a new outfit for my date for friday, and ontario mills has a store called forever 21 that sells cute clothes that fit me and look ultra cute, but they way my mom ways i don't think i will do that again :::shudder::: but none the less i found a dress i fell in love with although it is black i also got a little red jacket to go over it to give it that extra something. i tried to look for accessories, but i didn't fine anything to my liking.
So then Friday came around and i spent most of the day getting ready in steps lol, i did my hair in the way where i have a bump in the front, i lost my bumpit that automatically does it so i had to do it manually and it was tricky, but i was proud how it turned out lol, so then close to 7pm Casey came and picked me up and he met my dad and his wife , and then we looked at the times for the movies and we were on our way , we went to this sushi restaurant in the citrus plaza called Niko Niko , it was pretty good , he ordered us this sushi plate called Crunch dragon, even though it was a little spicy it was really good too, so then after we ate we went to the kikorian theater in redlands and saw "Zombie Land" and guess what i survived it i wasn't freaked out of my wits , maybe because it involved humor , but it was a pretty good movie with a good soundtrack that i am going to look into, then afterwords we went back to my place and made out and then he left.
It was a good date , the most interesting i thought that is funny to me i don't know why but it is, ok so i looked at his myspace and he has all this stuff about how he is very religious and everything, but since i've been talking and hanging out with him he hasn't said anything about church, his religion, Jesus etc, but when we went to the restaurant and the food came, he prayed to himself , but it was just like wow ok i don't know it just kinda just made me feel i dont know , but i just can't stop thinking about it it was so random i guess, but anyway when we made out he did the biting thing again so now my neck hurts again erg, and really did he have to do both sides he couldn't stick to one lol, so now i am feeling it from both sides lol.
So other then chillin with Casey , i have been drawing i will scan what i've been doing and post it on here later, but one of them i colored with pastels and i really need to buy some of that spray seal stuff, because last time when i used hair spray and crapped the picture in my eyes anyway. but i am really proud of this rockabilly demon couple i drew , but i should Casey and he didn't seem to like it as much as the other picture i did. I like drawing though its fun to think of something to do and see it come to be ya know, i should look up what it takes to be like a illustrator or something my rockabilly demon chick is awesome i love her, and my sister is going to come over later today and i am going to have her name her , can't wait to post it to show my pictures. other then that , i've been chillin and watching roseanne i am on season 6 lol, i don't know what it is but that show always makes me feel happy and what not lol.
"If we don't teach our kids how to read , how will the ever know whats on" Peter Griffin
XOXO D
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Oh What A Night
so a crappy day turned into a interesting evening, As i have mentioned i was talking to this guy whom i have a date with on friday, originally i was going to see if my friend would come over to cheer me up, but i was getting no response from her, and i was talking with this guy Casey , we chit chatted and he actually made me feel better got my mind off of what was bugging me, i was bored so i decided to straighten my hair, and after i was finished he was like "oh i wish i could see", so i said, "ok come on over" and then he was like "ok if you want" so i thought about it, I suddenly turned very shy and nervous very quickly and then i took a deep breath and typed ok , so i gave him the directions to here and he said he would be 30 mins so i rushed around and got ready, and he got kinda lost and called me and i helped him out the best i could, and we talked all the way til he got to my house. So i got my stuff and went out there , and we went off to green spot , i know i know it's like i live there right lol, so any way i was so nervous so nervous in fact that my stomach was acting up that never happens, never it was so embarrassing , oh man he was a cutie physically and personality wise. He was very funny and hyper it was cute, he did do most of the talking i was just stuck in shy mode , but he seemed to have a good time , and i suppose he digs me , because he kept asking if we were still on for friday for our date, and i was like yea, it was weird though or a good thing not sure, but he didn't try to kiss me, and boy could i have used that lol, but i think maybe it's good we didn't, maybe he wants to take things slow .. holy crap thats amazing lol, no but all in all he is a good guy who is very playful , so playful he kept messing up my hair lol, and i would run my fingers through his hair which he really seemed to like, but could you believe no kissing no other fooling around went on , well i hope this goes somewhere, because he is a sweet guy , whom i think i can have fun with. so it was cool, because we like stayed out til 230 am and he needed to come inside to rest a little before going back out on the road , now that was a little awkward, but i wasn't going to just let him sleep out in his car , so he got out of her about 330 am and then i waited til he got home and he came on line to make sure he made it home ok, i told him i was sorry for being such a goober lol, and asked if he liked me and he said well if i didn't we wouldn't be going out Friday, then we said our goodnights and went offline.
I played a little tetris before i went to bed, and it never fails what ever time i go to sleep i will wake up around 9 soooo weird, today i need to give my rats cage a full overhaul cleaning. I love my ratties so much. well that's all for now.
"It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice." ~Author Unknown
XOXO D
I played a little tetris before i went to bed, and it never fails what ever time i go to sleep i will wake up around 9 soooo weird, today i need to give my rats cage a full overhaul cleaning. I love my ratties so much. well that's all for now.
"It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice." ~Author Unknown
XOXO D
Monday, October 5, 2009
A Errg Day
Oh man today started bad and got worse, well i got up early because my mom was going to be here and take me to get stuff for the ratties, and time was passing and she wasn't showing up, so i called, and she told me that my sister got in a big fight with her husband and she ended up staying the night at my moms place, and they didn't know if they would be able to take me to get the stuff , but later on my mom called back and said she was going to come, but my sister wasn't, so she came and she looked at me and told me "asshole" (that's what I call my ex instead of his name ) alert and i was like oh man , so we got in the car and drove by where he was at, he was working holding one of those signs for his work , then i was a stupid idiot and i yelled over to him "Hey (ex's name here) " he looked and saw me and waved, so i know i was going to hurt later for doing that i am such a dumbass, any way i went to darryls pet shop and got my babies their food, but i didn't like the bedding they had available so i asked mom to take me to petco and she did which they had a waaaaay better price i shopped real smart for my ratties lol. so then we went to eat , and then headed back home and we had to get to a red light right where he is at, he looked at me and he waved i waved and then we stared , i was thinking to myself man he looks like a Villian of some sort and then he clinched it by smoking that was funny , he looked evil and up to no good, breaking womens hearts just by a glance lol i thought of that as my mom drove me to walmart, so all i did was look at him and wave and it still kills me inside, i can't believe he can still make me feel this way i don't like it , it sucks i just want to be over him , i don't want my heart to race and think about him, i was doing so good, erg and now i am in a empty house writing about him, but it's the only way to help me is to talk about it. after seeing him i just felt messed up and i was getting annoyed and took it out on my mom , which i hate doing because she is so sweet and wonderful for taking me to get the stuff i needed, but when i deal with this part of myself its hard to be my cherry self , i hope my friend will want to hang out tonight i really don't want to be alone and i really don't want to end up crying over this asshole any more , a part of me wishes that i knew what he thought , but a the other part kinda knows, i bet he was thinking oh yea i have no more feelings for her, i have moved on she's nothing to me , just another girl in the world , and i know that's fine and all , but it still hurts, and i am lame and think well maybe he will stop by and really see if there is nothing between us anymore , just to hurt me further you know, but my strong side says please girl you don't need him, their is better way better out there for you and you don't need that mess in your life no more, you are young and have the whole world ahead of you , so don't dwell in the past , don't dwell on this man, for you may have loved him, but that time is done and you must must increase you bust lol, i mean move on, and i will in time, but it just blows he has to work so close to me i mean really really , that close gosh it sucks.
In other news i have a date with this really nice guy on friday, well he seems nice, he likes to compliment me and now i am ruining it because i am telling him how i saw my ex like right now as i am typing, i being a dumbass , but maybe he will want to hang out that would be cool ..... people say it's never good to talk about your ex's to potential bf/gf so i slipped up, but i am sure he will put a smile on my face he did last night as we talked and i was feeling a bit down. but also i hope my friend comes over to cheer me up or something, but i bet she won't ::: sigh:::
"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness." ~Author Unknown
XOXO D
In other news i have a date with this really nice guy on friday, well he seems nice, he likes to compliment me and now i am ruining it because i am telling him how i saw my ex like right now as i am typing, i being a dumbass , but maybe he will want to hang out that would be cool ..... people say it's never good to talk about your ex's to potential bf/gf so i slipped up, but i am sure he will put a smile on my face he did last night as we talked and i was feeling a bit down. but also i hope my friend comes over to cheer me up or something, but i bet she won't ::: sigh:::
"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness." ~Author Unknown
XOXO D
Saturday, October 3, 2009
BABY SHOWER !!!!!!
So today was the baby shower, it went great and i am exhausted so much so i am about to collapse after this and get my much needed sleep, although my room is a mess i cleared enough that i may rest and tomorrow starts the cleaning, but it all went well and my sister made out like a bandit, i am so happy for her, she got lots and lots and lots of cute clothes, i just hoped she really truly liked what i got her, i hope soon i can get more things for her baby.
So you know what tomorrow is .... if i haven't heard from that guy i am moving on , i wish he would call or something , i am thinking of calling him one last time but not sure if i should, i mean really if he hasn't called me back even if he has family issues at least a heads up what is going on, just shows you what kind of guy he is lol, because really it seemed like he wanted to get to know me more and stuff, oh well, any way so i think when ever i wake up , after i get showered and what not i will call him one .... last ..... time lol and then if nothing i will wash my hands of this and go on and look for someone else if he talks me later he talks to me whatever, i just was pulling for him, because he was sweet, funny, kind, guy who i liked talking with and kissing hehe, and was looking to get to know :::sigh::::
well i am so tried i think i am going to head to bed now , i just can't stay up any longer.
"A baby is God's opinion that the world should go on. " ~Carl Sandburg
XOXO D
So you know what tomorrow is .... if i haven't heard from that guy i am moving on , i wish he would call or something , i am thinking of calling him one last time but not sure if i should, i mean really if he hasn't called me back even if he has family issues at least a heads up what is going on, just shows you what kind of guy he is lol, because really it seemed like he wanted to get to know me more and stuff, oh well, any way so i think when ever i wake up , after i get showered and what not i will call him one .... last ..... time lol and then if nothing i will wash my hands of this and go on and look for someone else if he talks me later he talks to me whatever, i just was pulling for him, because he was sweet, funny, kind, guy who i liked talking with and kissing hehe, and was looking to get to know :::sigh::::
well i am so tried i think i am going to head to bed now , i just can't stay up any longer.
"A baby is God's opinion that the world should go on. " ~Carl Sandburg
XOXO D
Friday, October 2, 2009
MOUNTAIN TIME!!!
so Wednesday night i went up to Idly wild up in the mountains with my friend to her RV resort, we left as soon as she got off work, then she picked me up and we went up to food for less and got some essentials, then made are way to our destination we didn't get up there til like 1 am lol , also because we stopped off at Jack n the box hehe, we got there and she turned everything on and we got inside she made the bed i was to sleep on and then we watched "white chicks" love the movie so freaking fun , then we watched a old tv show called "Ellen" it's Ellen degeneres first sitcom she did , we watched as much as we could then went to bed, at first i was sleeping in the bed my friend made me, but my friend was scared so i slept where she was in this big bed and i had to tell her stories to get her asleep , lol first i told her a scary story, then i told her the frog prince story, then a story about the red shoes, but i think she only heard the first one before she was drifting away, but as i moved to go back to my bed she would yell at me so i went back and i slept there, the next morning i woke up with a terrible headache i took some of her Tylenol she brang, but it wasn't working and i had woken up before her, i tried to get back to sleep but i just couldn't, finally she woke up and she said maybe i needed food in my stomach i agreed so we made pancakes , i ate a little but then i was able to get it down, i was hurtin real bad so i decided to go lay in the big bed to rest, i was tossing and turning i couldn't get comfortable the medicine wasn't working my head was killing me, then i got up went to the bathroom and threw up alot and it came out of my nose it was gross, but even after i got that all out i was still in pain, so i went back the bed and rest and finally passed out, then next time i woke up i felt completely fine YAY !!! i went into the other room where my friend was declaring my wellness, and she told me i looked much better that before my face was yellow and my body was white and my head was clammy, and we are not sure what did it , but we think it was the ghetto punch we bought from the store, so she was in the middle of making dinner , and then after we ate and settled our tummies we went swimming I LOVE TO SWIM, and we jacuzzied and you know i love jacuzzi, so we did that for a while and then we went into the sauna it was my first time , it was pretty good, it was funny because my glasses got hot lol. then after that we played two rounds of pool, my friend won both , i am not so good at it, but she said i was ok just needed work, and i also showed her my lizard run lol. (only those very special to me get to see that) but now i have to be carful around her because i think she wants to record me doing tsk tsk , so then we went back to the RV and i took a shower and we cleaned up the place, we were going to wake up at 8 to head back down , but we figured why not tonight , but we did get to finish the first season of Ellen before we left. so now i am back home can't wait to sleep in my own bed.
Tomorrow er um well today is a long day well long night i mean, because well my friend is coming over like at 3 pm to have me do her hair then at 5pm the other people hosting the Baby Shower are coming to help decorate and we will be getting things in order , i am so excited.
Then saturday is the big day ... my sisters Baby shower and i can't wait, i hope it all comes out real good.
in other news, i haven't heard from that guy that was hanging out with, i am afraid somthing drastic happened with his great Aunt and he is dealing with that or he just isn't into me anymore, well so if i don't hear from him by sunday i am moving on, i mean since i will be busy the other days lol.
Even though i got sick it was a pretty good time OH and i saw a raccoon run by as we were leaving that and a random squirrel on the fence was all the wild life i saw over there oh and some stray cats. Boy I hope Patrick does message me soon , he was a good guy or at least i thought so. meh we will see.
Ok well i better go hit the sack or i will be useless for the day ahead.
"Drinking nature is an unquenchable thirst." ~Berri Clove
XOXO D
Tomorrow er um well today is a long day well long night i mean, because well my friend is coming over like at 3 pm to have me do her hair then at 5pm the other people hosting the Baby Shower are coming to help decorate and we will be getting things in order , i am so excited.
Then saturday is the big day ... my sisters Baby shower and i can't wait, i hope it all comes out real good.
in other news, i haven't heard from that guy that was hanging out with, i am afraid somthing drastic happened with his great Aunt and he is dealing with that or he just isn't into me anymore, well so if i don't hear from him by sunday i am moving on, i mean since i will be busy the other days lol.
Even though i got sick it was a pretty good time OH and i saw a raccoon run by as we were leaving that and a random squirrel on the fence was all the wild life i saw over there oh and some stray cats. Boy I hope Patrick does message me soon , he was a good guy or at least i thought so. meh we will see.
Ok well i better go hit the sack or i will be useless for the day ahead.
"Drinking nature is an unquenchable thirst." ~Berri Clove
XOXO D
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