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Ok so this is what has been going, things aren't going so well with that guy Casey, i just don't think he is into me for the right reasons i mean when we hung out we barely talked and thats not cool because it was kinda boring , and basically we would just make out and i think he just wants to get it on lol. so i am not sure where to take this , i don't know how to tell him, i kinda never had to lol.

Other then that, i had been talking to this guy named Sean , he is a awesome guy, he is sweet, funny, and can keep a conversation. at first we were talking back and forth on POF and then we started talking on Yahoo, and then we started talking on the phone and for the past few days we have been talking non stop to one another i mean we started talking today at like 10am and didn't stop til 430 pm , and you don't know how long i've been looking to find someone like that, where i could just chat forever it's awesome, we want to meet eachother in person but he has car issues right now and so we have to wait til it gets fixed and then he said he will come out to see me , he lives in the high desert and he only lives like a hour away, and he is such a cutie pie, he is originally from Jersey , so i call him my Jersey boy , the thing is he is already falling for me , and it's to soon for me, i mean he is a cool guy i love talking to him, but i am not close to giving him my heart no way i am being very protective of my heart this time around. So we will see where this goes.

Another thing that is going on is tommorrow i get to go to Universal studios fright fest YAY!!!! I can't wait it's going to be soooo fun and freaky at the same time, i am so going to get me ass scared, i am going to be clinging onto my friend for dear life, i do wish i had someone to enjoy it with and to hid my face in there chest and have them hold onto me to protect me, that is the bummer part , but i should still have fun , i mean this is my first time going to this event, ive been to knotts scary farm many a time , and universal's looks like it will be really scary and i just can't wait i am so excited hehe.

I just finished drawing my Monster Hot Rod and i am going to be drawing a chopper , so when i finish with that i will post my pictures to show you all what i have been working on. Also i am so craving del taco it's crazy last night i got the craving lol, and then when i was on a talk break from Sean i called my mom to see if she wanted to go get some del taco , and she was like maybe, so i don't know if i will be getting it, but i am thinking if she does come by that i am wanting some chinese food now yummy too , but when we went to get my dress for that date we did have chinese at the mall. hmmmmmm i would like to have my chicken soft taco tho lol , they are just so yummy.

Oh my gosh i just spaced out watching my rat Kyoshi cleaning herself, it is so freaking cute love it. hehe.

"Animals are such agreeable friends - they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms." ~ George Eliot



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