I write to you ending a very long and interesting day, so my day started at 6:30am, got up took a shower and then straightened my hair and got ready for my date with Kurt =) I was so nervous especially as the time inched closer I kept myself busy by playing some tertis then every vehicle that approach I would get very nervous and my hands would start to shake, I know I am such a dork. Finally he arrived and first I turned my computer off then went out to greet him, and then he came inside my house I showed him my ratties =) he was sweet with them. Then we left and first we stopped by a store called pet world and looked around at the different fish they had, also saw a extremely cute little rabbit hehe, that was fun looking at the fish together. Then we went to this Chinese place and got some food to go and took it to the park nearby, it was cute we ate talked and enjoyed the time together sadly I didn't realize but I was developing a sun burn, but it was a beautiful day, then we left there and drove around Redlands, and then we went to this other park there that had trails and stuff, it was pretty cool, then we came to this big grassy meadow and sat under a tree and relaxed, he definitely seemed more comfortable, but he still hadn't kissed me and I was dying to have his lips on mine, but i was waiting for him to make the move. then we left the park and went to his place and watched some movies, we watched "Blow" with Johnny Depp and then we watched " The Messengers" with yummy Dylan McDermmott and John Corbett happy time , and also had Kristen Stewart. before we watched the second movie i did get a kiss from him finally and i made the move, also my sun burn was starting to get bad and i asked him if he had any aloe Vera stuff and he said yes and then he put it on my arms and back that was my favorite part =) also we were playing around i was trying to see if i could pin him down , but he is hella strong hehe, or i am just Hella weak lol, it was really nice, and i was sad that the time with him was coming to a end, but he was tired and so he took me home, but in a way it was ok that we ended the day together like we did, because i got to see my niece bella and hang out with my family and just came in time for the movie, we watched a movie called "Crazy Heart" it was pretty good, then before they left i had Phyllis put some aloe Vera lotion on me, and then i noticed that Dante looked very pale i was panicking and very worried , then i figured it must be the Plant bulbs i put in there they are probably rotting because i can't put him in light so the plants can't grow so i got Dante out of their and after my sister departed i cleaned his tank and at first he wasn't eating , but finally after a little bit he started eating again thank goodness, now he is back in his tank and back to his full color and swimming very actively yay, now i am tired and want to crash but i am letting my ratties run around for a bit, although my eyes are trying to close lol.
yesterday i hung out with my mom and we went to get a stereo for her car, she got a good deal on one. While we were waiting for them to install it, i was telling my mom about how melissa hasn't messaged me or anything for some time, and just after that she called me it was hilarious only to ask me to go on some car trip to central California, i was like nah i can't sorry, and then later she asked what about las vegas and i was like i don't know and she was like ok don't worry about it, and i was like whatever i don't have time to deal with that, because my mind was about my date with Kurt and what I was going to wear, then after my time with mom, i hung out with my sister and we went to Forever 21 so i could look for some accessories to go with my outfit, i found some, but i didn't get to wear the necklace i got because i decided to wear something not as sexy lol, but i did wear new earrings i got =) it was fun hanging with my sister and then we got matching owl necklaces lol Team Owl haha.
So I think it went well, i think he likes me, don't know if he liked kissing me or what, because he didn't really try to kiss me more, He is right though i worry too much lol, but i just do thats me i am a worry wart and i just don't want to continue with something if they don't want me ya know i don't want to be dragged along, gosh i am exhausted. All in all i had a awesome time, and i hope its not a long ass time before i get to hang out with him again. alright i am out i am going to dream land, bye.
XOXO D
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Addicted
Sorry it's been a while since I written, but not so much has been going on.
Been watching my favorite show in the whole world, this show brings me up when I am feeling down, and can watch it a million times over "Sex and the City" Thank god I bought all the seasons, well anyway I've been enjoying watching it for several nights now and its funny how I notice things that I missed in the past, like how i am spotting the camera crew in like TV's or seeing the microphone thing pop in the picture, and actors from other things making a appearance. the last episode i watched, the girls were talking and Carrie was wondering why Big didn't pick her, and then Miranda said "Huble" and they started talking about a movie called "the way we were" starring Robert Redford and Barbra Streisand , and it's funny, but not to long ago i saw that movie for the first time so it's funny that i got what they were talking about , and before i only got what they explained about it because Samantha didn't see it so they told her a little about the movie, I just thought that was pretty cool.
Family news, my sister got a new car she made me drive it, and i didn't not like it was kinda hard to drive, and they gave their old car to my mom, and my mom had to sell her old car and she did, not sure yet if she is completely happy with the trade, it's funny how she goes " I miss my old car" cute how we get so attached to objects, like when i got my new Laptop it was hard for me to stop using my old one because i was used to it, i knew its quirks and everything, so jumping into a new lap top was kinda weird, but actually after i did make the jump i was glad i did for it was faster brighter and a lot more memory lol.
Friends, well i haven't seen my friend Melissa in some time, but stuff has been going on with her, she was celebrating her mothers bday for a few days going to Disneyland and then knotts. I am kinda upset with her though, because last time that we went to the lake i had accidentally left my bathing suit and towel in her gf's car, and she said she took it out and would give it to me, so that was like some time ago, and i think it was like last week or something that i asked her to drop it off along with some of my dvds that she has of mine, she also has my sisters twilight book which i told her she wanted back eons ago lol, well then i posted something on facebook i forget what it was and too lazy to look it up lol, but she commented on it, and then she said that she "believes" that her mom washed my bathing suit and now she can't find it :::rolls eyes::: so i consider it gone, and it totally irked me, i mean that is my only bathing suit i don't like have a few to choose from , because well it's hard for a girl with my body type to find a bathing suit that will look cute and not show our trouble areas ya know, so i was bored one time and was looking at different websites for a bathing suit, first i looked at forever 21 i was shocked that they didn't have swim suits if they did they probably be cute and inexpensive, so i went to the next site Torrid, at first they were too flashy, then some where cute but i know i would look aweful in, and then there it was sooo cute here i will post it.
so I fell in love and only for 20 bucks, so I worked it out that i was going to give my dad the money and then he would use his card to purchase it online for me, but mom was going to give me the money for it later because I'm her baby haha, but my dad ended paying for it, but it was so stupid 20 buck my ass, after taxes and shipping bitch came out to be 30 bucks, and at first i thought it was for the whole thing, but i then realized it was only for the top i was like son of a batch of cookies are you kidding me, i was sad, i only had half a bathing suit lol, hot as it may be i would need the other half, torrid didn't have the other half Torrid is such a bad place to shop so expensive , but i do love their skinny pants, so i tried fashion bug but damn they were so expensive, and then i looked at lauren bryant i already knew they were going to expensive but i thought i would look anyway and yea they were lol, so since my dad paid for the top part of the suit anyway, i figured mom could buy me the bottom lol, so the next time we hung out, it was late when we did and so we only got to look at walmart and they had nothing good, we were going to hang out the next day too and be able to look at other places, but things happened and she didn't come out to hang out til late again, so we went to eat, and we were close to the inland center mall, so i thought well i will have a look at torrid and see maybe they have something cheap there, but when we got to the mall, they already closed it ridiculous, i mean i know stores close early on sundays but man at 7 gees, so we were headed to ross and i am like why don't we check out target and my mom thought it would be the same as walmart, and she didn't want to , and i was like but ross might be closed since it was sunday and they aren't a store like walmart or target which stays open late even if its sunday so she took me to target and they had alot to choose from and i found my bottom lol that sounds weird and it was 20 bucks so if i had paid for this thing on my own it would of cost me about 50 bucks how wrong lol i think the one that my friend lost i bought for about 30 it was altogether no separate shit, but whatever it's done, and hey if my friend ever finds my bathing suit i will have two moving up lol , but you know what else pisses me off, well my towel which is ultra cool looking is big and bright blue that is something hard to lose , so i guess i will have to wait til she talks to me to see what the fuck is up but its kinda stupid whats going on, let me at her house i will find my fucking bathing suit which is red white and black i could understand not finding it if it is just black but its got red flowers on it, i liked that suit, it was my first cute bathing suit, but now i will have a more cute bathing suit so why am i bitching, because it's the principle of the thing, and i kind feel like a hustler getting my mom and dad to both buy my bathing suit lol.
my love life, hmmmmm well i am still talking with Kurt and it makes me very happy, gosh i think maybe after i write this part i will be crying lol jk, anyway he is back to work not on vacation anymore, and we still email and he talks to me on yahoo im, it was really cute one night we shared you tube videos back and forth, well most were music videos, i got to see his taste and he got to see my taste i think it's really cool how we both have a love for all kinds of music that is super duper lol, anyway i am hoping this week goes by in a snap because on Saturday we have a date i am soo ultra excited about it, i just think about it and smiling like a idiot lol, what i am really nervous about is i have to eat in front of him lol, no well you know i hate eating in front of people, but i am nervous about us sharing our first kiss, so much depends on this kiss, if we have chemistry, if he can curl my toes with his kiss, if he likes my kiss, if he doesn't taste to much like ashtray ( but i have kissed other guys that have smoked and i've never really tasted the ashtrayness lol) so i am nervous about that, and i don't know when he is going to attempt to try and kiss me will it be in the beginning, the middle or towards the end, but i can't wait as well, his lips look very yummy hehe, and i can't wait to see him such anticipation four days til it's time and i have some things to keep me busy, i want him to see my rattie babies so definitely have to clean and make my room presentable lol, then of course total maintenance lol that's all I am saying about that, and my sister is taking me out on friday to get me something to help make my outfit for our date complete =) oh gosh he makes me smile just thinking about him for a moment i sigh and smile.
So the next time i blog i will have went on my date with mister wonderful hehe, and will let you know all the goods, i hope it goes great i really do, i just feel something special about him, how he keeps me interested, always eager to see what he is going to write next, i love how he is interested in so many things, he is like a man of the world. well i am exhausted and need to crash and then check my email when i wake up because hopefully he will have left me a email =D night all.
XOXOXOXO D
Been watching my favorite show in the whole world, this show brings me up when I am feeling down, and can watch it a million times over "Sex and the City" Thank god I bought all the seasons, well anyway I've been enjoying watching it for several nights now and its funny how I notice things that I missed in the past, like how i am spotting the camera crew in like TV's or seeing the microphone thing pop in the picture, and actors from other things making a appearance. the last episode i watched, the girls were talking and Carrie was wondering why Big didn't pick her, and then Miranda said "Huble" and they started talking about a movie called "the way we were" starring Robert Redford and Barbra Streisand , and it's funny, but not to long ago i saw that movie for the first time so it's funny that i got what they were talking about , and before i only got what they explained about it because Samantha didn't see it so they told her a little about the movie, I just thought that was pretty cool.
Family news, my sister got a new car she made me drive it, and i didn't not like it was kinda hard to drive, and they gave their old car to my mom, and my mom had to sell her old car and she did, not sure yet if she is completely happy with the trade, it's funny how she goes " I miss my old car" cute how we get so attached to objects, like when i got my new Laptop it was hard for me to stop using my old one because i was used to it, i knew its quirks and everything, so jumping into a new lap top was kinda weird, but actually after i did make the jump i was glad i did for it was faster brighter and a lot more memory lol.
Friends, well i haven't seen my friend Melissa in some time, but stuff has been going on with her, she was celebrating her mothers bday for a few days going to Disneyland and then knotts. I am kinda upset with her though, because last time that we went to the lake i had accidentally left my bathing suit and towel in her gf's car, and she said she took it out and would give it to me, so that was like some time ago, and i think it was like last week or something that i asked her to drop it off along with some of my dvds that she has of mine, she also has my sisters twilight book which i told her she wanted back eons ago lol, well then i posted something on facebook i forget what it was and too lazy to look it up lol, but she commented on it, and then she said that she "believes" that her mom washed my bathing suit and now she can't find it :::rolls eyes::: so i consider it gone, and it totally irked me, i mean that is my only bathing suit i don't like have a few to choose from , because well it's hard for a girl with my body type to find a bathing suit that will look cute and not show our trouble areas ya know, so i was bored one time and was looking at different websites for a bathing suit, first i looked at forever 21 i was shocked that they didn't have swim suits if they did they probably be cute and inexpensive, so i went to the next site Torrid, at first they were too flashy, then some where cute but i know i would look aweful in, and then there it was sooo cute here i will post it.
so I fell in love and only for 20 bucks, so I worked it out that i was going to give my dad the money and then he would use his card to purchase it online for me, but mom was going to give me the money for it later because I'm her baby haha, but my dad ended paying for it, but it was so stupid 20 buck my ass, after taxes and shipping bitch came out to be 30 bucks, and at first i thought it was for the whole thing, but i then realized it was only for the top i was like son of a batch of cookies are you kidding me, i was sad, i only had half a bathing suit lol, hot as it may be i would need the other half, torrid didn't have the other half Torrid is such a bad place to shop so expensive , but i do love their skinny pants, so i tried fashion bug but damn they were so expensive, and then i looked at lauren bryant i already knew they were going to expensive but i thought i would look anyway and yea they were lol, so since my dad paid for the top part of the suit anyway, i figured mom could buy me the bottom lol, so the next time we hung out, it was late when we did and so we only got to look at walmart and they had nothing good, we were going to hang out the next day too and be able to look at other places, but things happened and she didn't come out to hang out til late again, so we went to eat, and we were close to the inland center mall, so i thought well i will have a look at torrid and see maybe they have something cheap there, but when we got to the mall, they already closed it ridiculous, i mean i know stores close early on sundays but man at 7 gees, so we were headed to ross and i am like why don't we check out target and my mom thought it would be the same as walmart, and she didn't want to , and i was like but ross might be closed since it was sunday and they aren't a store like walmart or target which stays open late even if its sunday so she took me to target and they had alot to choose from and i found my bottom lol that sounds weird and it was 20 bucks so if i had paid for this thing on my own it would of cost me about 50 bucks how wrong lol i think the one that my friend lost i bought for about 30 it was altogether no separate shit, but whatever it's done, and hey if my friend ever finds my bathing suit i will have two moving up lol , but you know what else pisses me off, well my towel which is ultra cool looking is big and bright blue that is something hard to lose , so i guess i will have to wait til she talks to me to see what the fuck is up but its kinda stupid whats going on, let me at her house i will find my fucking bathing suit which is red white and black i could understand not finding it if it is just black but its got red flowers on it, i liked that suit, it was my first cute bathing suit, but now i will have a more cute bathing suit so why am i bitching, because it's the principle of the thing, and i kind feel like a hustler getting my mom and dad to both buy my bathing suit lol.
my love life, hmmmmm well i am still talking with Kurt and it makes me very happy, gosh i think maybe after i write this part i will be crying lol jk, anyway he is back to work not on vacation anymore, and we still email and he talks to me on yahoo im, it was really cute one night we shared you tube videos back and forth, well most were music videos, i got to see his taste and he got to see my taste i think it's really cool how we both have a love for all kinds of music that is super duper lol, anyway i am hoping this week goes by in a snap because on Saturday we have a date i am soo ultra excited about it, i just think about it and smiling like a idiot lol, what i am really nervous about is i have to eat in front of him lol, no well you know i hate eating in front of people, but i am nervous about us sharing our first kiss, so much depends on this kiss, if we have chemistry, if he can curl my toes with his kiss, if he likes my kiss, if he doesn't taste to much like ashtray ( but i have kissed other guys that have smoked and i've never really tasted the ashtrayness lol) so i am nervous about that, and i don't know when he is going to attempt to try and kiss me will it be in the beginning, the middle or towards the end, but i can't wait as well, his lips look very yummy hehe, and i can't wait to see him such anticipation four days til it's time and i have some things to keep me busy, i want him to see my rattie babies so definitely have to clean and make my room presentable lol, then of course total maintenance lol that's all I am saying about that, and my sister is taking me out on friday to get me something to help make my outfit for our date complete =) oh gosh he makes me smile just thinking about him for a moment i sigh and smile.
So the next time i blog i will have went on my date with mister wonderful hehe, and will let you know all the goods, i hope it goes great i really do, i just feel something special about him, how he keeps me interested, always eager to see what he is going to write next, i love how he is interested in so many things, he is like a man of the world. well i am exhausted and need to crash and then check my email when i wake up because hopefully he will have left me a email =D night all.
XOXOXOXO D
Friday, July 16, 2010
Left Cheek Sneak
So not much has been going on this week, been kinda boring with little things here and there that make it ok. So firstly today sometime today the Electricity in my home is going to be shut off temporarily which sucks because it's supposed to be in the high's, i hope i don't melt, let alone my rattie babies, so hopefully when ever it happens, it won't be like that for long, so i am getting a post in before the drama begins lol.
on sunday it was a very odd day, the normal i hung out with my mom, and told her about Kurt, and this other guy i just started talking with yet another guy named Chris i swear i know about a hundred of them lol, any way this new Chris, is originally from the dirty south georgia, and he wanted to hang out later on sunday, and i told my mom the he has his own mobile car repair service and for some reason she became very excited and told me to call him and ask him how much to do a tune up on her car, and he was like depends well we ended up meeting by a store i live by, and it was weird because i barely know this dude and this would be the first time i meet him, so he checks out my moms car tells her some stuff, but he is a little too rough around the edges for me, very outgoing and loud and i know in the past i said i think i might like that, but this guy was too much of it unfortunately and i think my mom wanted it to be like love at first sight but unfortunately just heard her car engine no bells lol, so after that he said he could do it next weekend and told me to call him later to hang out and then me and my mom went for some ice cream, and then we went home and played some wii, and during that time i developed a bad headache and didn't end up hanging out with him, i think he knew that i wasn't into him and my mom felt weird that i wasn't pursuing this guy so she called him and canceled the arrangement very very very weird.
Then later during the week on Wednesday my sister came by for a surprise visit with Bella and we hung out watched some Cash Cab and then once Bella was asleep we got to play a little bit of our game Toe Jam and Earl, i was really happy that she came to visit =).
Then everyday i have been receiving wonderful emails from Kurt and not to long ago we started talking on instant messenger, this guy is so awesome, very cute, smart, sweet, kind, a real gentleman, poetic, he can cook, and he likes everything about me what a catch, i just wish i was able to see him, but he has his kids for like two weeks i believe they are on vacation, so i have to wait to be able to see him, which sucks i am usually patient, but when i want something i want it now lol, but i will be good, i even put my pof profile on invisible, because i like where this is going, he seems pretty interested, but you never know what can happen ya know.
As for my drawing part of my life I drew another horse I think i did a lot better with this one, but i like the first one still and that is the one i am going to give Kurt, because in a previous post i said i was going to draw another one and was most likely give him that one, but no the first one will be his, then during one of my shows i watch, during the commercial breaks i would doodle, at first it was random stuff, but then ever since I've been watching the new season of true blood I've really been wanting to draw a fan art of Eric Northman he is soooo delicious, so anyway i just started doodling different characters from the show and it turned out very cute they are very simple cartoon drawings, and i even gave them something to say, but my sister loves them, and she's like i am going to print them out, lol she's hilarious, and i did post it on deviant art, but it hasn't received that many views =( but i like where i took it and kinda want to continue with that direction, but i so want to do like a awesome really detailed one of Eric just have to get the inspiration to start working on it.
Haven't seen Melissa in a while, and a few days ago i guess she had a fight with her gf and she was going to come over to hang but Phyllis came over and by the time she left, Melissa already made plans whatever i got to watch my show, that she would be like no or make annoying comments throughout the show, but like we are supposed to be watching together season 2 of the big bang theory but I've watched several episodes with out her lol, i am bad but i needed something to watch and she's not into this season that much any way she wants to continue to watch Dexter which i told her we should of just completed one show and then go to the next but whatever no body listens to me.
Well i believe that is all i got to say lol, i always do that say not much happened but write a novel lol. til next time laterz <3
XOXOXO D
on sunday it was a very odd day, the normal i hung out with my mom, and told her about Kurt, and this other guy i just started talking with yet another guy named Chris i swear i know about a hundred of them lol, any way this new Chris, is originally from the dirty south georgia, and he wanted to hang out later on sunday, and i told my mom the he has his own mobile car repair service and for some reason she became very excited and told me to call him and ask him how much to do a tune up on her car, and he was like depends well we ended up meeting by a store i live by, and it was weird because i barely know this dude and this would be the first time i meet him, so he checks out my moms car tells her some stuff, but he is a little too rough around the edges for me, very outgoing and loud and i know in the past i said i think i might like that, but this guy was too much of it unfortunately and i think my mom wanted it to be like love at first sight but unfortunately just heard her car engine no bells lol, so after that he said he could do it next weekend and told me to call him later to hang out and then me and my mom went for some ice cream, and then we went home and played some wii, and during that time i developed a bad headache and didn't end up hanging out with him, i think he knew that i wasn't into him and my mom felt weird that i wasn't pursuing this guy so she called him and canceled the arrangement very very very weird.
Then later during the week on Wednesday my sister came by for a surprise visit with Bella and we hung out watched some Cash Cab and then once Bella was asleep we got to play a little bit of our game Toe Jam and Earl, i was really happy that she came to visit =).
Then everyday i have been receiving wonderful emails from Kurt and not to long ago we started talking on instant messenger, this guy is so awesome, very cute, smart, sweet, kind, a real gentleman, poetic, he can cook, and he likes everything about me what a catch, i just wish i was able to see him, but he has his kids for like two weeks i believe they are on vacation, so i have to wait to be able to see him, which sucks i am usually patient, but when i want something i want it now lol, but i will be good, i even put my pof profile on invisible, because i like where this is going, he seems pretty interested, but you never know what can happen ya know.
As for my drawing part of my life I drew another horse I think i did a lot better with this one, but i like the first one still and that is the one i am going to give Kurt, because in a previous post i said i was going to draw another one and was most likely give him that one, but no the first one will be his, then during one of my shows i watch, during the commercial breaks i would doodle, at first it was random stuff, but then ever since I've been watching the new season of true blood I've really been wanting to draw a fan art of Eric Northman he is soooo delicious, so anyway i just started doodling different characters from the show and it turned out very cute they are very simple cartoon drawings, and i even gave them something to say, but my sister loves them, and she's like i am going to print them out, lol she's hilarious, and i did post it on deviant art, but it hasn't received that many views =( but i like where i took it and kinda want to continue with that direction, but i so want to do like a awesome really detailed one of Eric just have to get the inspiration to start working on it.
Haven't seen Melissa in a while, and a few days ago i guess she had a fight with her gf and she was going to come over to hang but Phyllis came over and by the time she left, Melissa already made plans whatever i got to watch my show, that she would be like no or make annoying comments throughout the show, but like we are supposed to be watching together season 2 of the big bang theory but I've watched several episodes with out her lol, i am bad but i needed something to watch and she's not into this season that much any way she wants to continue to watch Dexter which i told her we should of just completed one show and then go to the next but whatever no body listens to me.
Well i believe that is all i got to say lol, i always do that say not much happened but write a novel lol. til next time laterz <3
XOXOXO D
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Son Of A Batch Of Cookies
not to much to report but I felt like posting, so my last blog i was talking about how I was going to try and get that guy to come to Pet co while my family was doing the dog training with the family dog, so like at first i messaged him telling him i was going and i was like it would be soo cute if you came in, and at first he didn't really get the hint that i was making and he is like yea but you'll be busy with the class, so messaged back saying no i would ditch them to walk around the store with you, and then he was like oh ok sure i will go , and i was like really, and he said ya i got all warm inside and nervous, so i was all excited, but then my friend Melissa wanted to come over and watch stuff, i was like hmmm, well i am going to drag her ass to it, because i didn't want to miss a opportunity to see if this guy would actually come to the store to chill with me for a bit, so i didn't tell her anything at first because she wanted to go to the store and get some snacks, at the time i was craving some sushi like a lot so while she went shopping in the grocery store, i went to this sushi place that wasn't too far from the store and got me some and it was delicious, so when we got back to my house and we got ready to eat i told her that she was coming with me to the training class and i am going to meet that guy and she was like hesitant about it at first but soon gave in. so we left the house like around a little after 6 and we got there i was super nervous, first me and my friend walked around looking at stuff and i kept looking over by the door to see if he would walk in, but then we went over to where the training was going on and chilled there for a moment then he suddenly he walked in and i like totally stiffened and my friend pushed me to go to him and so i went up to him and I initiated the hug which i don't really do but when i feel a guy is to shy to do it then i will, so we walked around the pet store talking, to me it felt he was still shy, but i think i am mistaking his mellowness with shyness , and i have a thing against mellow guys , sometimes they are just too mellow ick, anyway it was really cool hanging out with him, and then it looked like the class was ending and so i was like oh snap i got to go and so we like totally said our goodbyes, and i went over there and i am such a dork it wasn't over they were just doing a walking around the store exercise, i am like oh great i could still be hanging out with him, but i was too embarrassed to go back up to him and say oh its not over, which i should of , but he left and he smiled and winked at me ultra cute like i totally melted hehe. so i guess he likes me, and i know he wants to see me again, but it won't be for a while because he has his kids for like two weeks they are on vacation, but he said after that we would go on a picnic together, so i am still unsure if i should start a relationship with a guy who has kids already, my friend doesn't see the big deal, but its kinda hard to explain just what i think and feel about the situation, but he is a cool guy, really nice, and stuff, wish i had a bigger following on my blog so i could get some suggestions on what to do, i do love when he writes me emails he is so incredibly sweet and makes me smile every time i read them , i just wish he would be like how he is in his emails, when my friend was over she read some of his and saw what i wrote back and she said we are both different then how we are over email, i was like really.
Then on Thursday my dad shockingly invited me to go with him and Donna to market night, he usually doesn't invite me places he goes off too, so i said sure, and i told Kurt, but i didn't get a reply back in time, and when i got back he said that he was going too, but i didn't see him and thank goodness, because my hair was awful and what i was wearing was dreadful lol then that evening i finished the picture that i made for Kurt, its cute, but i am thinking of doing a different one, a better one i may or i may not lol.
Friday, my sister and her hubby came over and of course Bella, my sister took me out driving hadn't done it in a while i was scared all over again, but Phyllis didn't have to instruct me to much this time which was cool, but man i was getting unfocused a lot and that wasn't good, but we survived lol. we got a new game for the Wii we got a game we used to play on the Sega console called "Toe Jam and Earl" it was real fun didn't want to stop but we had to watch a movie, we watched "Wolfman" eh it was ok nothing to really rave about, and then after that we played a little more of the video game =) it was fun.
Tomorrow i supposed to hang out with some friends, and then Sunday i am going to hang out with my mom, so i don't see why he doesn't ask me to hang out with him other days ya know , i mean i know he works, but oh well idk , i know i need to take things slow, just he seems like a cool guy that likes me , and i am tried of guessing games, i want to know if he likes me or not, we haven't even kissed yet, but i think that's cool , i just hope he is a good kisser, looks like he has nice lips so he may be and that would be a major plus, just hope he doesn't taste like a ashtray, that's another thing he smokes i don't know if i can handle that, i just get irritated from it and i hate the smell, and its so bad for you i don't want him to die early cuz of it ick smoke sucks ick ick. well that's all for now byezzzzzz.
XOXOXO D
Then on Thursday my dad shockingly invited me to go with him and Donna to market night, he usually doesn't invite me places he goes off too, so i said sure, and i told Kurt, but i didn't get a reply back in time, and when i got back he said that he was going too, but i didn't see him and thank goodness, because my hair was awful and what i was wearing was dreadful lol then that evening i finished the picture that i made for Kurt, its cute, but i am thinking of doing a different one, a better one i may or i may not lol.
Friday, my sister and her hubby came over and of course Bella, my sister took me out driving hadn't done it in a while i was scared all over again, but Phyllis didn't have to instruct me to much this time which was cool, but man i was getting unfocused a lot and that wasn't good, but we survived lol. we got a new game for the Wii we got a game we used to play on the Sega console called "Toe Jam and Earl" it was real fun didn't want to stop but we had to watch a movie, we watched "Wolfman" eh it was ok nothing to really rave about, and then after that we played a little more of the video game =) it was fun.
Tomorrow i supposed to hang out with some friends, and then Sunday i am going to hang out with my mom, so i don't see why he doesn't ask me to hang out with him other days ya know , i mean i know he works, but oh well idk , i know i need to take things slow, just he seems like a cool guy that likes me , and i am tried of guessing games, i want to know if he likes me or not, we haven't even kissed yet, but i think that's cool , i just hope he is a good kisser, looks like he has nice lips so he may be and that would be a major plus, just hope he doesn't taste like a ashtray, that's another thing he smokes i don't know if i can handle that, i just get irritated from it and i hate the smell, and its so bad for you i don't want him to die early cuz of it ick smoke sucks ick ick. well that's all for now byezzzzzz.
XOXOXO D
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Late Happy 4TH OF JULY
Sorry I didn't post a happy 4th, my weekend was pretty busy, Saturday my family celebrated my dad's wife's birthday, we went out to eat, had cake and she opened her gifts, and then Sunday Me , my sister, and her hubby went and saw Eclipse the third movie to twilight don't hate, I am not a twihard, but i did like the books, and so it's interesting to see it come to life on screen. After that we had a BBQ with the family and my sister had me set up the Wii that my dad had got like a long time ago and just now we opened it and we got mario brothers and super mario brothers 2, it was fun to play, and next time we are going to get this old fave game of me and my sisters called Toe Jam And Earl its sooooo awesome can't wait to play that game again =D Then we went over to Redlands and watched the UofR set off it's fireworks it was cool and i had a awesome time with my family =)
So lately I've talking with this guy named Kurt, i met him from the date site POF and then i gave him my email and we have been emailing each other back and forth he is a really sweet guy through his emails. So during the weekend he asked if I wanted to meet him either monday or tuesday, well i was supposed to hang out with my mom Monday, but she bailed she wasn't feeling up to it, and i had already told Kurt i wanted to meet tuesday, but he said how about monday and since my mom wasn't coming i said sure , so at 8:30 pm he picked me up and we went somewhere and hung out and talked and got to know each other, he was a shy guy, he was definitely different from his email, i don't know if it was because of the fact that we just met or if that is just him, so i am still not sure what to think of him, he was a gentleman though , he didn't try to kiss me or force himself on me so that was good, bad things about him is that he smokes which a big big big big big pet peeve of mine if anyone knows me they know that, and he has two kids, i don't want to be harsh towards that, but i have reasons why i should and they are pretty legit reasons, but i am trying to get past that, because he seems like a really cool guy, very cute, yummy body ya i was checking him out so what lol. I was even a dork i made like a point thing for him like i scored our date and him lol, i am weird but it was fun out of 1700 pts he scored 583 lol, but i am going to see where it goes for now, he seems to like me and all my faults, so shouldn't i look past his too ???? i just feel i deserve everything i want in a man, i mean there has to be a guy out there who will love and adore me and that i get along with on all levels , that doesn't smoke, drink heavily, do any type of drugs, has kids, previous marriages and other stuff that sucks lol, but sometimes you have to take the good with the bad.
Tuesday was good, my friend melissa came over and we played some wii and finished season 2 of Dexter, can't wait to watch the third season but i have to wait because now we are going to watch season 2 of the big bang theory. Also i had to do a massive mountain of laundry just been so busy hadn't had time to do it.
Wednesday will be interesting, i am going to try and work on a drawing i promised Kurt i would work on, and then later in the evening i am going to my dad's and donna's dogs training class, i am going to try and get Kurt to go do you think he will??? next time you will find out hehe. i hope he does i am going to dress really cute if he agrees to go . til next time laterz
XOXOX D
So lately I've talking with this guy named Kurt, i met him from the date site POF and then i gave him my email and we have been emailing each other back and forth he is a really sweet guy through his emails. So during the weekend he asked if I wanted to meet him either monday or tuesday, well i was supposed to hang out with my mom Monday, but she bailed she wasn't feeling up to it, and i had already told Kurt i wanted to meet tuesday, but he said how about monday and since my mom wasn't coming i said sure , so at 8:30 pm he picked me up and we went somewhere and hung out and talked and got to know each other, he was a shy guy, he was definitely different from his email, i don't know if it was because of the fact that we just met or if that is just him, so i am still not sure what to think of him, he was a gentleman though , he didn't try to kiss me or force himself on me so that was good, bad things about him is that he smokes which a big big big big big pet peeve of mine if anyone knows me they know that, and he has two kids, i don't want to be harsh towards that, but i have reasons why i should and they are pretty legit reasons, but i am trying to get past that, because he seems like a really cool guy, very cute, yummy body ya i was checking him out so what lol. I was even a dork i made like a point thing for him like i scored our date and him lol, i am weird but it was fun out of 1700 pts he scored 583 lol, but i am going to see where it goes for now, he seems to like me and all my faults, so shouldn't i look past his too ???? i just feel i deserve everything i want in a man, i mean there has to be a guy out there who will love and adore me and that i get along with on all levels , that doesn't smoke, drink heavily, do any type of drugs, has kids, previous marriages and other stuff that sucks lol, but sometimes you have to take the good with the bad.
Tuesday was good, my friend melissa came over and we played some wii and finished season 2 of Dexter, can't wait to watch the third season but i have to wait because now we are going to watch season 2 of the big bang theory. Also i had to do a massive mountain of laundry just been so busy hadn't had time to do it.
Wednesday will be interesting, i am going to try and work on a drawing i promised Kurt i would work on, and then later in the evening i am going to my dad's and donna's dogs training class, i am going to try and get Kurt to go do you think he will??? next time you will find out hehe. i hope he does i am going to dress really cute if he agrees to go . til next time laterz
XOXOX D
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