Son Of A Batch Of Cookies

not to much to report but I felt like posting, so my last blog i was talking about how I was going to try and get that guy to come to Pet co while my family was doing the dog training with the family dog, so like at first i messaged him telling him i was going and i was like it would be soo cute if you came in, and at first he didn't really get the hint that i was making and he is like yea but you'll be busy with the class, so messaged back saying no i would ditch them to walk around the store with you, and then he was like oh ok sure i will go , and i was like really, and he said ya i got all warm inside and nervous, so i was all excited, but then my friend Melissa wanted to come over and watch stuff, i was like hmmm, well i am going to drag her ass to it, because i didn't want to miss a opportunity to see if this guy would actually come to the store to chill with me for a bit, so i didn't tell her anything at first because she wanted to go to the store and get some snacks, at the time i was craving some sushi like a lot so while she went shopping in the grocery store, i went to this sushi place that wasn't too far from the store and got me some and it was delicious, so when we got back to my house and we got ready to eat i told her that she was coming with me to the training class and i am going to meet that guy and she was like hesitant about it at first but soon gave in. so we left the house like around a little after 6 and we got there i was super nervous, first me and my friend walked around looking at stuff and i kept looking over by the door to see if he would walk in, but then we went over to where the training was going on and chilled there for a moment then he suddenly he walked in and i like totally stiffened and my friend pushed me to go to him and so i went up to him and I initiated the hug which i don't really do but when i feel a guy is to shy to do it then i will, so we walked around the pet store talking, to me it felt he was still shy, but i think i am mistaking his mellowness with shyness , and i have a thing against mellow guys , sometimes they are just too mellow ick, anyway it was really cool hanging out with him, and then it looked like the class was ending and so i was like oh snap i got to go and so we like totally said our goodbyes, and i went over there and i am such a dork it wasn't over they were just doing a walking around the store exercise, i am like oh great i could still be hanging out with him, but i was too embarrassed to go back up to him and say oh its not over, which i should of , but he left and he smiled and winked at me ultra cute like i totally melted hehe. so i guess he likes me, and i know he wants to see me again, but it won't be for a while because he has his kids for like two weeks they are on vacation, but he said after that we would go on a picnic together, so i am still unsure if i should start a relationship with a guy who has kids already, my friend doesn't see the big deal, but its kinda hard to explain just what i think and feel about the situation, but he is a cool guy, really nice, and stuff, wish i had a bigger following on my blog so i could get some suggestions on what to do, i do love when he writes me emails he is so incredibly sweet and makes me smile every time i read them , i just wish he would be like how he is in his emails, when my friend was over she read some of his and saw what i wrote back and she said we are both different then how we are over email, i was like really.

Then on Thursday my dad shockingly invited me to go with him and Donna to market night, he usually doesn't invite me places he goes off too, so i said sure, and i told Kurt, but i didn't get a reply back in time, and when i got back he said that he was going too, but i didn't see him and thank goodness, because my hair was awful and what i was wearing was dreadful lol then that evening i finished the picture that i made for Kurt, its cute, but i am thinking of doing a different one, a better one i may or i may not lol.

Friday, my sister and her hubby came over and of course Bella, my sister took me out driving hadn't done it in a while i was scared all over again, but Phyllis didn't have to instruct me to much this time which was cool, but man i was getting unfocused a lot and that wasn't good, but we survived lol. we got a new game for the Wii we got a game we used to play on the Sega console called "Toe Jam and Earl" it was real fun didn't want to stop but we had to watch a movie, we watched "Wolfman" eh it was ok nothing to really rave about, and then after that we played a little more of the video game =) it was fun.

Tomorrow i supposed to hang out with some friends, and then Sunday i am going to hang out with my mom, so i don't see why he doesn't ask me to hang out with him other days ya know , i mean i know he works, but oh well idk , i know i need to take things slow, just he seems like a cool guy that likes me , and i am tried of guessing games, i want to know if he likes me or not, we haven't even kissed yet, but i think that's cool , i just hope he is a good kisser, looks like he has nice lips so he may be and that would be a major plus, just hope he doesn't taste like a ashtray, that's another thing he smokes i don't know if i can handle that, i just get irritated from it and i hate the smell, and its so bad for you i don't want him to die early cuz of it ick smoke sucks ick ick. well that's all for now byezzzzzz.

XOXOXO D