Dog, A dream, some shoes and music!

Well first let me talk about the dog, i don't own a dog, i would love to though, but today in the backyard there was a dog a big boxer dog with drool hanging from its lips, my fathers wife screamed that there was a dog and me and my friend were hanging together and quickly went to the backyard, because she needed to find their cats which are outside cats and so i found fluffy their big hairy Main Coon cat and picked her up and put her inside, then they wanted me to go open the back gate so it could run out so i went to go do that and all the sudden as i am close to the door i hear screaming, man i quickly unlatched the gate and ran out of there to the front door and went back to the backyard door and they told me that the other cat tommy boy which is a big fat mixed cat that the dog was trying to get it, and the yelled at the dog to get away and luckily Tommy wasn't hurt and had ran like a bat out of hell into the house. Then my friend was trying to get the dog who was now sitting on this hill type thing in our backyard no budging, and my friend was using a shovel to try to shoo it away i was laughing and told them to stop and just lets go inside and hope it will leave on it's own. so we went inside and stared at it from behind the glass door, and then i wanted to take a picture of the dog just sitting there, but before i could get my camera My fathers wife and some lady walk by and the lady is the owner of the dog and she apologized and took the dog away, so that ended that drama, but they didn't know where Tommy the cat was, but then they found him laying under my bed so i let my door open so when he decided to come out he could just get out, because i keep my door closed so the kitties to traumatize my rats with their clawz lol.

Next is a dream I had well kind of several dreams, one that happened a night ago, i am not going to go through the whole thing, but one part particular, i was in some room with some people, and some thing was flying around and it looked like a black bumble bee, so we were running around trying to get away from it when suddenly it goes into my ear and it makes this weird little noise and i woke up and man i thought it really happened because i went right for my ear and itched that was weird. The one last night was interesting we were with a group of people at on time and i was dancing with some tall guy with long hair who was wearing white and i was running my hands up his arms, it was weird. then there was another part were i was with my family and we were in a big super store kind of thing kind of like a cost co or if you remember Fed co but that store hasn't been around in ages, but that's what it was like, any way for some reason something happened to my shoes so i had to get different ones, but i could only buy certain ones, and for some reason i was looking in kid shoes, probably because i tend to look at boy shoes in real life because my feet are small enough to fit in boy shoes and i have bought them and they are soooo cute, any way i was looking at their heelies i think that's how you spell it the shoes with the skates in them, but the ones i was looking at were really ghetto and not very stable and i remember i wanted to look at the good ones, but i dad was like just get some shoes your not going to be wearing them long, and that was it lol i just thought i would share it with you, I like my dreams because they are interesting at times and i think they mean something .
SHOES isn't it funny that i just had a dream about them and today i got some, but not just any shoes running shoes, because i am going to start exercising YAY, well i wanted to see when my friend wanted to join me because she was saying how she wanted to lose some weight as well, but something tells me that she's not going to go through with what she said so i need to figure out when i am going to do it, i definitely want to do it at night so its a least cooler, so wish some luck to me on that, because i am soooo bad about discipline and keeping things like this up, but i need to get into shape because i feel awful, you know if you want to get to know me and want to work out with me just let me know.

Ok i was bored waiting for my friend to respond to my texts so i went on you tube to listen to some music i heard on the show So you think you can dance, they always have good music, anyhoo heard some good songs, and then i came across this one and it was a short film by the preformer Janelle Monae "Many Moons" it is freaking awesome I was so in awe of it so i am posting it here for you to check out and do check it out hope you dig it.



so there it is, before i depart to dream land i think i myself will watch one more time.

MOSQUITO!!!!!!!

XOXO D

Yo Yo Yo

Hope everyone had a good weekend and Monday. As for me my weekend I guess was pretty decent, I celebrated with my family my fathers wife's BDAY it was cool went to Red Lobster MMMMMMMMM good. Oh that was Saturday and then on Sunday my family and I attended a friend of the families wedding and that was ok, kinda a boring but whatever. This weekend i saw two movies One called "Defiance" which was about Jews running from Nazis and they ran and hid in the forest, it was ok though they had this thing the movie where the Jews had forest wives it was weird so it was a running joke with our family through out the movie. Then my sister let me borrow this one movie called "S. Darko" the sequel to "Donnie Darko",well it was no way as good as the first of course and in fact it was very weird and by the middle i was hoping it was ending soon, the only good part was seeing my man Ed Westwick mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm good, he was the only sunlight into the dark sadness that movie entailed. My friend had invited me on Sat. to go swimming in the lake with her, but i couldn't, so we made plans to hang out Monday after she got off work, so once she got off I tagged along as she went and ran some errands drove around she showed me a place she used to live went up this big hill and looked over the city it was beautiful and sad at the same time. then we were trying to get this other friend to come hang out with us, but it got to complicated she didn't know where we were and so we left where we were at and came back to my place to just chill. I forgot to mention i had went out with my mom and we both got our hair cuts, I had been bitching for some time that the back of my hair was to long so my mom insisted i do and i agreed, so the back is short and my front is long, so when i went out with my friend my hair was kinda a mess. I also forgot ( sorry i am a little tired and i just wanted to blog now then later) anyways after we finished her errands she took me to this place that she used to eat with dad a lot it was called "Terries Burgers" she swear up and down that they made the best burgers, i thought they were a lot similar to In n out burgers. Well now i am very exhausted and i think i will turn in before i collapse on the key board and type aga;lkrngajskdnblijbnakdf.fkdm azdsvkz.n
so night all and have a good week if i don't write again sooner.

"Opinions are like assholes everyone has one and everyone thinks everyone Else's stinks"

XOXO D

Pink Ratties

Hey all just a quick blog, i was bored and i was trying to figure out something cute with all the rattie pictures i have on my computer , when that failed i decided to try and make a gif of them and this is what i came up with enjoy.



Then here are my ratties dressed in pink lol









so that's about all to report um going to celebrate my dad's wife's B-day then a wedding to attend on sunday should be interesting.

count your ratties before going to sleep!


R.I.P Michael Jackson

XOXO D

Last Night and some music news

Well I feel a lot better tonight, last night my friend came over to take me out and just chill, and we did just that we drove up to green spot pulled into a turn off thingy, and just hung out, talked, and, listened to the radio. I stupidly brought my big folder of cds, but then i forgot once we drove off that her cd thing is broke it has a cd stuck inside of it and she was like huh i just fix that shouldn't i was like it would be nice. then we were listening to eerie sounds of the night around us it was cool, I made a wish on the star but i couldn't for the life of me remember the rhyme for it and neither could my friend so we sat their trying to think of it , and then i just bull shit it and made my deserved wish lol. Then i had brought a couple of things with me in case we needed something to do , i had brought paper, pens, cards, and what not, do you know what we did instead we decided to see how long we could blow out our breath without taking a breath, let me just say my friend can blow lol ( your dirty if you laugh thinking the other meaning) (yes i am dirty thank you lol)No but really she one the blowing out air contest hands down, i mean i was pathetic. Then after that we did the how long we could hold our breaths, again my friend won keeping their breath held longer, but when i wanted to keep going she couldn't so i won having more stamina and that counts for something. It was a good time i love just chillin and talking with music in the background, I mean we talked about our pasts, present, and future kind of shit man it was great all we needed was some weed lol (note: I've never done drugs, I've drank before but that's as crazy as I will get .... maybe hehe) So we had to end our hang out time short because she had to work the next day.

Today my mom took me out cause i had to shop for my dads wife's b-day, so before we went on our search for a cheap but nice gift we went to go have lunner (lunch and dinner combined) any way then i talked about yesterday with her and got that and a lot more off my chest I just have to say I LOVE MY MOMMY ;3 she gets me sometimes, any after I said all i had to say about the matter we left to go look for stuff, we got what we needed and more, at the end of the time we ended up looking for purses for ourselves don't worry though i got something really nice and not even that cheap for my dad's wife, but i saw two purses i wanted i will take a picture to show you later, but i only could afford one, but then at like the last moment my mom bought one of them for me and i was able to get the other one, I was so happy, because they were both really cute purses. so by the end of our time we were both tired, we went back and we wrapped the gifts we got her, yes even my mom bought that lady a gift ain't it sweet as pie. Then she left and I did my laundry and cleaned my messy room a bit. I still need to wrap the other thing i got her, but while i was waiting for my laundry to wash and dry still have one load left drying ( I am Sorry but that sounded bad lol) any who while i was waiting I checked out this blog I've been following it's a lady who blogs about her cutie putie cat Goma and she had a video on there today i watched it and it was adorable of course but it should other vids after the originally vid was over and i clicked one and it was of the cat doing something adorable but she put music to it and the music was soooooo cute and calming , so i went anxiously at the end to see if she put it done luckily she did, but only the artist not what the song was called, so the artist was called "lullatone" so i quickly youtubed that and brought their music up and i listen to a few but non was what was playing on the video, so i looked at the videos were people made it and put the song to it, there was one where a girl was showing 51 things from her bedroom, and the song playing was the one i was looking for YAY so all together it is called lullatone - Bedroom Bossa Band it's a good song very very lovely, also listen to their other songs and i dig their style. Then i came across something quite amazing that i have to share with you, I clicked on this one video and it was a little animation all done it pencil put to the music of one of lullatone's song's and it was awesome, so i am going to embed it on her for all to see it's kinda long, but i tell ya its worth it and the music goes great with it.



1 rattie 2 rattie 3 rattie 4 I want more ratties yo yo yo

XOXO D

Tears

I am in a bad mood right now, all thanks to a asshole in my life, they really made me angry and hate myself and my life. I don't get mad a lot, i try to submerge my feelings, because i am in a family were no one really does show their feelings, I have a dad who doesn't really comfort you or really tell you that he loves you and secretly try's to help me out because if his wife found out she would bitch to him about it. Then i have a sister who thinks a lot like my dad and has only two emotions, ok and really bitchy and you can't argue with her because she can get really loud and even bitchier and i can't even confide in her so i only tell her selected things. Then there is my mom she's the only one really i can talk to, but she has been through so much in her life that she is not really right in her mental self, so it's hard to be around her. Then there is me usually alone, not many friends, to scared to do anything about my problems, sometimes it's just good to let stuff out, through this whole thing i was in tears and I think it's what i needed. I love my family don't get me wrong, you can't pick your family and so i must live with their faults as they must live with mine. I feel much better thank you. My friend is coming over to take me out and chill somewhere. i just need to listen to come good loud music and not think about what happened today.

Alcohol and tears don't mix unless you have a friend there joining you, never drink alone or drive while drinking not don't drive alone.

XOXO D

Shopping

Yellow everybody, well today I went shopping YAY!!!!! I wanted to check out a store over at Ontario Mills mall, I went to Forever 21, because i saw on there website that they had some ultra cute dresses, and I am like well I just so happen to need a dress for a up coming wedding that I am attending, and although i saw them on the stores website, number one rule when buying clothes always try them on, for a few reasons, to duh make sure they fit and so you make sure it looks good, so i had marked out some dresses that i was hoping to run into while i was there here are some of the dresses that I dug on the site:























So those are the ones on the website that I liked and actually found some of them in the store, but others that i really wanted to find weren't their, and then ones i didn't look twice on the site i saw there. The site is down or i would grab the pics of the dresses i did end up buying, There was one that I was going to definitely get and wear to the wedding, and originally i was going to get this other dress that looks very nice for the summertime its' this one :



But I decided next time I get paid I was going to get it most definitely, but instead I got this cute sexy little number that i fell for, and again if they have the picture on their website I will post it next time. Along with the dresses, I bought myself some sandals, been itchin to get some and they had the ones that i was digging from the website and i got them here is what they look like but they are gold :



You may not like them, and that's your opinion, but i think look super cute with my jeans, not so much the dresses but what ever. I didn't really like the jewelry from forever 21 so I went to this little store called Pink Orange where these uppity bitches were at, they had a lot of cute stuff and pretty good price, so i looked around to see if they anything to go with the cute dress i got and i did, i would show you a picture, but i didn't take one and i went to see if they had a website, but they don't so i will try to take a picture tomorrow. So that's what I went shopping for and it was great, shopping is so freaking fun when you actually look good in what you are trying on. I can't wait to replace all the clothes in my wardrobe, because it is so not of age you know, i want to dress more lady like with flare. Well I am really tired so i think i will wrap this up and head off to bed.

When you wake up with bed head please do us a favor comb that mess.

XOXO D

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

I bought my daddy a dart board yay!!!!!!!!! what did you get your dad? Happy fathers day to all the daddies out their. done and done.

XOXO D

Hungover and hungry

Last night I hung out with my friends again, the same ones i went to the mountains with, but a new person was added, she was ok. I went to Bev mo with my friend to go get me something to drink, because the rest of them drink beer, and i just think beer is nasty. So went and looked for the wine that i found so delicious from Olive Garden, and I found the Moscato, I got one that was kinda expensive and then another one that wasn't so much. Then when my other friend got off work, we headed over to her house which was going to be vacant from her mom and brother so we could be loud and crazy like we usually are ;3 As soon as we got there, we had to leave again to get the others beer , so we headed to Food for less, they argued a bit on which beer they would get some liked this while the other liked this blah blah, finally the figured the hell out what they were going to get and one of my friends was going to buy a 40 of a beer we wanted, but they didn't have any i liked , well they had a Smirnoff but it was the original flavor and that's nasty so i got wine coolers Fuzzy Navel flavor mmmmmyum. So after we got all our stuff we checked out and headed to the house, once we got there we were discussing which game we should play, they wanted to play spoons, BUT I HATE SPOONS because i always lose, I wanted to play circle of death, because it entails a lot of drinking (move eyebrows up and down)
but they wanted to play a few rounds of spoons and so i gave in. luckily i wasn't the only one sucking at this game, forgot my other friend didn't ever play this game, so he was slow and the other two were fast and i, well i guess i was in the middle, so we played a couple of rounds and then we moved on to Circle of death, as i set up the cards around the cup, the others went to do a beer shot which they open a can of beer and down it as fast as they can. Yay i am glad i was setting up the cards lol. so after they did that we started playing circle of death it went good got buzzed and some had some laughs and fun. Then after that was finished we played truth or dare, I Never, a little poker but we were all to wasted for that shit and the night from there got a little crazy. finally at about 4 we all went to bed, me and my friend woke up at 1040 and left and i went home let my ratties out to play after they had their fill, i put them back took a shower, took a nap woke up got ready because i am celebrating fathers day with my family today. and i have a slight headache and i am hungry well my sister is here so i must be off.

DONT drink the foam lol

XOXO D

Mountain Trip!!!!!!!

Awwww yesterday was a fun, beautiful, and wonderful day. Me and my two best friends went up into the mountains that I live by and had quite a time. I have some pictures to share with you. So first we went to this nature trail site called "Heaps Peaks".
SO much beautiful scenery it truly a orgasm for the eyes, and I took lots of pictures. but the ones I am going to show you are of me and my friends. so this first one is of my and my friend Melissa.

This next one is of my friend Melissa and my friend Paul who just graduated from UCSB and wearing his college jacket.

In this next picture my so called friends ganging up together and decided to push my down the cluff.

Then after pushing me off the cliff, then Melissa tamed my booty.

Then we decided to try and take some group pics its hard to find a steady place to place the camera this first one i am showing you was helped taken by a marvelous tree stump that absolutely adore and wish I could of taken home with me.

And here is that wonderful stump. (Couldn't Think of a name for this wonderful stump if you have a idea hit me with it)

In this next group picture i hate of me , but trust me the others weren't good either the reason i picked this one was because if you look on my hand you can see something on it, well it was a bug a weird looking bug that i didn't notice til we left the little area we took the picture at and i placed the bug on something and took a picture which i will show you in the next photo after this one.

And Now the weird bug, i don't know why he was on my hand or what it was doing, but it sure freaked me out, sorry my picture is not so sharp, but i think my friend Melissa took a much better picture of it.

Looking at the picture I will try to get my friend version of the picture and put it up , the last picture is me and my friend Paul in the car trying to look cool or weird lol.

so that's all the pictures i wanted to share with you, but trust me i took much better ones of the wilderness. My friends and I love to have fun and be crazy, so if you ever want to hang out drop a line, I just hope you aren't easily embarrassed. Sadly though the best part of the trip we all agreed on, which was feeding the ducks, i had left my camera in the car and I am really mad at myself for doing that, because we were swarmed with ducks wanting the duck feed we had it was awesome what was more awesome was that a few ate out of my hand, we saw baby ducks, ducks with pretty bluish purple heads(which would not eat out of my hand, but out of my friend Melissa's sooo not fair), and one goose among all the ducks odd but it had pretty blue eyes. The not so cool thing was one of the poor ducks had a messed up bill, i felt soo bad for it i made sure to give that one extra food, then we were all alone on this pier thing feeding our mass of ducks then other people rained in on our spot, but luckily we were out of duck food and left. we had a really fun time, we want to go again sometime, we also went to this one area called strawberry something and we got to go into the watch tower thing it was really high up and pretty cool. After all was done, we decided to go back down the mountain, back to the smog filled air, we went to go eat and then we were trying to find someone with a jacuzzi, but we had no luck with that. So me a Melissa went on the computer, because we are trying to find her someone, but my other friend got bored and left. It was really a good day I have to say, and it was perfect the weather the timing, everything was awesome. Oh I think my friend said she wanted to go to Lake Havasue next, maybe we will maybe we will. I hope everyone has a good day.

Don't travel into the mist alone you may never come back.

XOXO D

My Feet Hurt

Just got back a moment ago and I am in pain. wore the wrong kind of shoes, wrong kinda clothes to my friends graduation I wanted to dress nice errrg wrong-O I should of wore casual wear everyone else did, I should of known since it was by the beach. I wore this cut ankle boot heels, my nice black dress pants and a short sleeved brown ruffled sleeves and collar. The sun decided to come out that day and i was told we were going to be inside ERRRG Wrong-O again it was outside in the heat. I did the best I could to shield myself from it,but my poor arms my poor chest red as a blushed woman's cheeks, luckily though i creatively used paper to give my face shade so it did not get sun burned. But before that happened we meaning i traveled with my friends family , we were originally were supposed to take a trolley to were the graduation was being held, but it was held up or something and they didn't want to wait so we walked, walked, walked , walked and walked up hill down hill here there everywhere i swear we walked the whole F****** campus and me in my heels which my feet and used to and were in pain mid walking to the freaking event journey. My friends family said to take my shoes off and walk bare foot, i was like no pain is beauty i will just grit it get there and sit down and i did. They sat in the worse place though there was tons of seating up high to see everything, but no they picked sits all low and under the sun. so we sat and watched they had some good speaches, it was a little long and hot , although it did have a nice breeze every once and a while. so while they were calling out the students to get their diploma, my friends family get up and leave me and are gone for like ever so i am hot and tired of sitting in a crap place so i get up and go in the shade for a bit then i take a seat where i can see everything and i am just snapping photos, and i stay there til it ends and then my friend calls my cell and i meet up with them take more photos, my feet hurt soooooooooooooo bad so so bad, and we still have to walk we walk to turn in their robe, we walk to the student store to pick up souvenirs and i am just staring at these sandals saying buy me i will make everything soo much better , but they were 36 dollars i had to pass, i even asked my friend to spot me and i would pay them back , but they weren't able to so , i endured the pain and we walked back to the car, my feet were in pain my legs were in pain carrying my fat ass in those high heel ankle boots yes i know i need to lose the weight , but damn i caught my self in the reflection and those shoes look freaking sweet, but anyway i was in pain i walked faster then the other people in our group. Finally we got to the car did we go back so i can change my shoes...mmmmmm no we went to some crappy frosters ( sorry to all those who like that joint I don't ) ate and they had ice cream really i wasn't in the mood for ice cream, but i occupied my time hehe. so then finally we left and headed to were we stayed the night before it seemed like forever when we arrived , first i stopped at the bath room then took my pants off and shoes changed into my jeans and my tennis in my head i screamed hallelujah, got my shit together and waited til it was time to go, got in the car got home, gave my Yumyum her medicine and then let them out to run around as they still are, cute little Kyoshi giving me the pick me up and let me run on you look. So I am very proud of my friend , go sooo far and completing what they had to do in order to graduate and earn a BA ......... CONGRATULATIONS P.R.L great job .

XOXO D

MOVIE

Just came back from going to the movies with some friends, and we went to go see the movie "The Hangover", at first I was hesitant to go see it and was trying to get them to see something else, but we went. I have to say ....... I DON'T REGRET IT, oh my lord was that movie fucking funny and hilarious. i am just so glad that i got to go see it was just great and I recommend that you go see it, hopefully you enjoy that kind of humor. I needed that movie after what went on with my rat Yumyum. So i just have to say thanks to my friend for convincing me to go out and see the movie. After my friend saw it she wanted to go to Vegas, hehe I do too. well have a good nite all and go see that flick.

Another thing I am going away this weekend, my friend is Graduating from college and I am invited sooooo soo proud of them. I hope everyone has a safe and happy weekend.
Oh my the rat stole the chicken from the barn.

XOXO D

Oh Yumyum we love you

Today was a hard day for me as you know i am passionate about my animals I mean the mere thought of there life ending brings tears to my eyes. Well this morning I had a waterfall of them from my eyes, as I woke up and found blood splattered all the inside of one my rats nesting boxes and two were in there my baby rat Kyoshi and my older rat YumYum i checked kyoshi she was fine and then my Yumyum which had blood all over her vagina i was panic stricken, quickly got ready called my friend to take me to the vet, called around to see who took rats and so forth. friend came we went to the vet and waited and waited and waited finally got in. Oh yeah i had brang the other baby rat Butterz along so YumYum wouldn't be afraid and she had a buddy. so the doctor came in and examined her, flipped her to look at her vajaja she let out a stream of pee, he swabbed her and then put her down and said he would be right back with the results. there was a nurse who walked by who saw her and gushed all over her and said she had been wanting a blue rat which is the breed yumyum is and she said if she ever has babies to let her know. That won't happend Yummers is not going to be a mommy. then another nurse came in with a needle and a thing of medicine and said the doctor would be right in. finally the doctor came back and told us that she had a Vaginal infection , then my friend bless their heart held her for me and then the doctor gave Yumyum a shot and all i heard was a EEEEEppppp from my rat . then he told me how much medicine to give her and when and said if she doesn't get well in 3 weeks to bring her back in, sooo if you pray please have her in your prayers. So i am ok now but man not knowing what was wrong with my baby scared the crap out of me . so now my sweet little yummers is sleeping like a baby in her hamyik, I hoped so bad i was going to have to make a memorial video for her . well thats all for now I am scarffing down my food i got last night from a delicious place called "Maria's Cafe" mmmmmmmm good Mexican food.

XOXO D

What a night .... a few nights ago

yeah sorry i haven't written sooner, been sorta busy. Thursday night me , my friend and some of her friends went to a club in Azuza called Rock it or D Club not sure. they played nothing but 80's music and man it was filled with Rockabilly people it was cool. It was pretty fun dance, drank some sex on the beach and had a shot of that on drink that has gold it, not sure what it is called. Got a little wasted it was cool, accidentally puked on the clubs floor (Sorry for that club). but it was totally fun, hadn't had that much fun in a while. What kinda sucked was that all who went got tipsy and drunk even the DD. so we waited til the cops left and we made our way to denny's to load off and get situated, but even after that our DD was still under and stuff so my friend took over and drove to the DD house where my friend left her car, my friend took me home and i didn't get home til a little after 5 it was cool, but i took a shower before i went to sleep. then the next day i went out with my mom, we went to olive garden mmmmmmmmmm good it was delicious and then we went to visit my sister. yesterday i did my laundry and my sister and her husband came over to visit my dad and me and we watched the movie " Valkyrie" with Tom Crusie and a lot of people who were from Pirates of the Caribbean it was funny . The movie itself was ok, kinda interesting ehhh not really my thing but whatever. today I hung out with nanerpoo. We went to thrift stores (well actually just went to good will) to see if i could find any thing for the ratties to play with, i got this idea for this person on Youtube who has a room dedicated to her ratties and she has like over 19 of them it's crazy but like so awesome and her videos are soooooo cute. She's so creative too, she has so many toys for them to play with and stimulate them, i want to do that for my babies they just sleep and that's not cool, but the other thrift stores were closed it sucked and good will had shit. I am going to try to go to more later in the week. My friend wants to go back to the club again, but i won't be able to go oh well. I still need to get my area organized, but i was like not in the mood today I did do a little last night yay. oh yea i saw Twilight as well sorry did not enjoy it as much as i thought i would, i mean just because it has Vampires in it doesn't mean i am going to fall for it, for the most part it was interesting and intense but a bit stale for the most part. i think the biggest disappointment for me was the main girl , she just didn't fit the part i believe, but that's just my opinion please don't take it up the ass everyone has their right to how they see things. I say that because my sister got mad at me because i didn't love it like she did oh well whatever. She's been pissing me off lately, so it's like i am glad i am back , but then it's like they appreciated me more when i was away and only saw them sometimes, I always wish i could just run away and live somewhere else I hate California. "California is where my mind states, but it's not my state of mind." How true those words are, right now i just don't feel happy, i want my life to begin, but sadly it has. I just wish i had more friends, and a good job that i love to go to , and toys for my rats to play with so that they are happy, i mean i am sure they are happy, but more so i want them to be, i sure do love the new rat food i got them, they have lots of delicious new treats in the mix. well i am done for now and i am gonna do something, probably eat some donuts and become even fatter then i am now lol. Look through a donut whole and you may find what your looking for.

XOXO D

THE GREATEST NEWS IN THE WORLD!!!!!

I can now tell you all the news I've been keeping for awhile ....... MY SISTER IS PREGNANT YAY (fireworks and trumpets go off) And here is the proof.



Isn't the best thing to me it is I am so excited for my sister. She is about 9 weeks along and going strong and it should be born January 3 a new years baby.



I am hoping it's a girl , my dad hopes it's a boy, and her husband wants a girl and my sister doesn't care she would be happy no matter what gender it is. I want so bad to be the one that gives her a Baby shower hopefully I can get a good paying job to save for it, because my Dads wife wants to throw it and i don't want that. In giving her a party I also want to get her a awesome gift. I love my sister and pray for her and the babies safety.



I want to be the best aunt I can be to that little soul.

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY SISTER AND HER HUSBAND!!!!!!

XOXO D

I AM BACKKKKKKK

Well last weekend I moved from my nice home in Ventura back to stinky Inland Empire. Finally changed the songs on the music player hope you enjoy them I know I do! I was hoping I could make a special announcement today, but I wasn't able to get something that I have to have in order to do so , so i will have to do it another time. Yesterday I got to hang out with my mom and we went to eat at finally Apple bee's and i got to eat the quesdilla burger i have been eager to try it was ok but a little disappointing because the tortilla with hard when i thought it was going to be soft, but the meal came with a appetizer and we got this spinach and artichoke dip and it was absolutely delicious i recommend it very much so, we also got this thing called a desert shot i got strawberry cheesecake and my mom got hot fudge sundae , I am glad I got to go, next my mom is going to take me to olive garden because i wanted to take her there but it didn't work out that way. Also some cool news i got in contact with a old friend of mine and we are going to hang out this week , I am definitly excited about that and tomorrow me and my sister are going to hang out to watch So You Think You Can Dance Which i am excited about. Don't have a tv where i am at right now, but i ve been watching what i can on Hulu and stuff. A long time ago i was a member of this website I am sure you might of heard of it, it's called Suicide Girls , but i couldn't stay with it because of financial reasons, but a little back ago i recieved a email that they were giving me free membership for 3 months, so lately i've been on there spending my time. My main objective is to get a job , my dad said that he was going to see if he could get me one at pet smart which i hope works out, I can't wait to start working again. All the ratties are doing great, just wish the room i am in is prepared for them to run around in, but i was thinking of letting them play in the bathroom, I want to give them a bath, but i am scared to they might freak out , i know yumyum will she's just the type i mean i can't even put her on the bathroom counter , because she freaks out and jumps back onto me, it's cute but sad at the same time. I've been so bored and lonely that i have been listening to the internet radio station on Yahoo, and i have like listened to almost all the genre's it has to offer, i mean i even listen to talk radio. well hopefully i will remember to enter a blog as much as i can. One thing about moving back I am soooooo glad i have the internet, it's my only drug in the world some people have weed, drinking , and what not , but i have my internet (hugs Computer) Yes I am aware I need help. Well I am going to get going talk to you later. I wish everyday was sundae lol.

XOXO Danielle