Take Me Home

Well tomorrow i will be returning home YAY I get to see my babies and guess what I am getting my ratties a new CAGE Hallelujah I hate the one they live in now, and the one i am getting is much bigger so more room for my babies to run around in. So big i might just get a fourth rat nah probably not, nanerpoo would through a fit. But i am glad to be going back home, there is nothing like your own place were you don't have to go by someone else' rules, and I can watch what i want and lounge around only in my undies if i prefer lol. I mean I love visiting my family and i will surely miss them when i go home but enough is enough . Today we are going to go have dinner with my dad and we get to watch "Pineapple Express" that's with Seth Rogen i think that's how you spell his last name not sure, but hope the movie is good. Last night my sisters married couple friends came over and they brought the movie " The Day The Earth Stood Still" that is with Jennifer Connelly and Keanu Reeves umm it was good and exciting, but I am glad I didn't pay to go see it, but i must say Keanu Reeves is hot always is man, especially when he has this intense look on his face mmmmmmm naughty thoughts go into my mind lol :::blushes:: . For dinner we are going to eat at Mi tortilla , I am about to see if they have a menu online so i know what i want before we get there, also I have to look up direction for tommorow oh I am sooooooo happy to be going back home. well hope every one has a good saturday and a sneeze free one as well Oh yea I hope every one participates in the turning off all the lights and stuff . SAVE THE PLANET KILL YOURSELF....J/K, but i have a sticker that says that got it at the L.A. County Fair my family goes every year its a tradition man.

XOXO D

Away

Well I was supposed to be returning home on Tuesday , but my sister said she would take me home instead of me going on the train, so I thought about it because I really wanted to get back home and be with my babies, I just get really uncomfortable staying to long at her place because of her husband who is a ex military guy and he is very anal about how things should go and I just get uneasy around him. But as you can tell I decided to stay. secretly me and my sisters step son have been playing rock band with also a friend of his, it was cool and fun I so want to start playing when I get back home. Me and my sister also started a book club called "The November Sisters Book Club" the first book we decided to read is called "The Bitch Posse" by Martha O'Connor, so far its pretty interesting haven't read too much i believe I am on the fifth or sixth chapter, next book is my sisters pick i am afraid of that because she likes to read about history kind of stuff and well history makes me sleepy, i try not to but even if a teacher is interesting i will still do the bobbing head thing cause it doesn't grab my attention. Finally have seen all the past episodes of " Desperate Housewives" except for the newest season, I like that show its funny and it was not what I expected it to be about, I have to admit Judged the show by it's title I thought it was going to be about the housewives always cheating and being naughty all though there is some of that going on it's not what the show is totally based on. Well so i here i still don't have internet at home so it's been nice to have it here at my sisters, hopefully i will get the internet back at home. In other news I am close to starting a project that I've been working out, just need a few more things and I will be all set, hope when i finally get working out it will turn out as good as it is in my head. This morning as i was watching "desperate Housewives" my sisters husband was in the back fixing the lawn up or something and suddenly there was a big smack and crackle and me and my sister step son look to the sliding glass door and it was shattered , my sisters husband didn't even notice we had to get his attention and i had to get to dogs upstairs because they were freaking out he called around and it's costing him two hundred something. As I was watching "Desperate Housewives" someone from the shows neighborhood died and one of the other ladies was saying a poem for the lady who passed and it's really pretty and would like to share it with you.

" Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints of snow
I am the sunlight on ripen grain
I am the gentle autumns rain
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there I did not die."

XOXO D

Movie, Pizza, And A Little Rock Band 2

Yesterday I went to my dads and we had pizza, usually his wife will make dinner but shes out of state visiting some family. When we go to my dads we watch a movie, my sister is a member of net flix so she provides the film to watch last night was a double feature the first we watched was "Body Of Lies" with Leonardo DiCaprio and Russel Crow, which was pretty good I have to say I usually don't dig the political movies they tend to get boring, but this one kept my interest when I was younger I used to dislike Leonardo DiCaprio and like Russel Crow but now its switched. The next movie we watched was "Nick and Nora's infinite play list" which was ok, but didn't really care for it that much sorry but I don't know the actors names off hand, I just know that the main boy was from "Super bad" and "Juno" The Movie had the same kind of humor that was in "Juno", it just lacked something. After my dads we left back to go to my sisters place, but we were sadden because there was a rave called "As Sweet it is" going on and we wished very much that we could of gone, but tickets were like 60 bucks dayum I know, but we went and drove by it and it mad us even sadder when we say Candy kids and heard the pulse pounding beats and the rainbow colored lights just reached out over the covered fence's *sigh* I miss going to raves, Note: I went to the raves for the Music not the drugs. But I used to go to a certian rave since 03 called " Electric Daisy Carnival" They had bad ass music, cool decorations, awesome sideshows and stomach turning rides, I miss dressing up and looking cute and going to see all the unique and trippy people that attended the raves, it was always such a good vibe I never had a bad experience if you bumped into someone they would smile and possible give you a hug, that is such PLUR which means Peace.Love.Unity.Respect. Trance music is my fave to listen to, I used to be very much into it, my sisters husband got me into with a cd of his called "Urbal Beats" It's awesome and recommend it to check out, I Also got into listening to a trance collection called "Trance party" I have All the Volumes That go up to 6. I have been to other raves, but not to many, I attended a few of a rave called " Nocturnal Wonderland" it was ok not as good as "EDC", and one Halloween I went to a rave called " Monster Massive" Now that rave for me was bad, but it wasn't the raves fault it was great, but I was not, I had just ended a relationship and was bummed and a lot of other things happened. Anyway we went home after driving by and we played Rock Band 2 again, and I had more drinks of the fuzzy Navel and got a good buzz that night and had a blast playing Rock Band 2 there are a couple songs I liked. towards the end though my sister was getting a bit touchy, she has her moments and you just don't want to talk to her or she will bit your head off, but it was our fault me and her husband, because we wanted to play a 7 song marathon gig, but she didn't want to but we convinced her to do and then she was making a fuss about not saying to yes to accepting the challenge that if we got 5 stars on all songs we would quadruple our money, she said that why when we don't even really spend our money and I said then it wouldn't matter if we we accept because if we get it we get the money and if we don't then no skin off our back, and she was like oh yeah i guess that's right, so we played it and guess what we got five stars on all the songs it was awesome, but at the end of that phyllis was twitching with anger and ran up to bed. My mom is supposed to drop over her and we are supposed to play some Karaoke me, my sister, and my mom love to sing, my sister is a great singer like I've said before, I have no idea what I am I never get a straight answer from people, and my mom well bless her heart but when she does karaoke she tends to forget the sound the way the song goes and sound kind of bad, but i think she does a much better song if she knows the song and doesn't read the lyrics off a screen. I just have to say even though I don't have internet at home I can't wait to go home, I love my family but I just can't hang with them too long before I've had enough, I mean I am not a mean person, and I would never be mean to my family not how my sister gets, its just not my nature, now if i am tired and your pissing me off to much then i might get a little snappy, but I tend to get super quiet so I don't encourage the bitchiness to come out lol. Lets admit it though we all have bitchness in us, just it comes out more easily for some then others. Well I am gonna get going. Don't let the cheese get rotten and stick up your day.

XOXO D

REUNITED

Oh my gosh it's been so long, the last blog i Wrote on here was the last time i had internet after that day the internet i had at home was not working at all and probably still not working, right now i am visiting my family and am able to access my blog , it sucked not to be able to go on and blog. not going to write to much. I will just tell you what happened yesterday my sister got some people together and we played games and rock band 2 it was fun. I bought some peach schnapps and made a drink called fuzzy navel it was pretty good , but i don't even get that buzzed the whole night but it was still a fun time. so the night i got in to visit my family i got to check my email in one i had 112 emails, and there was a very surprising one I used to be a member on this website called Suicide Girls and i just got a email from them telling me that a friend on there has paid for me to be a member for three months, i am like but i didn't have any friends on there so that's like super weird I just couldn't believe it so i want to activate it , but it sucks because I don't know if i will have internet when i go back home, and that will waste a free membership ya know. I know i said i wasn't going to write to much but i can't help it things been going on. I've been drawing characters to this new story i want to write, i drew them up pretty good, and i am playing story lines in my head and can't wait to start writing about them. Though lately I've been really depressed things are happening that i am not to ecstatic about and my mood has been going to a bad direction and i have no one to really talk to about it , it sucks really bad because sometimes I just want to scream and cry and tare my hair out and wish that wounds of the past would open back up and spill out my sadness sorry but I've been feeling this way for a while and i just need to let it out this way instead of another not pleasant way. Another bad thing that happened was one day I ran by my rat cage and saw my YumYum coming out of the dome and i wanted to pick her up and hold her so i opened this sliding door thing to there cage and she was coming out , but suddenly i lost my grip and it came crashing down on her hand, i screamed out of horror and quickly removed the sliding door and tried to grab for my hurt yumyum at first she was running so fast i couldn't get her but finally i did and her poor nails got hurt and she was bleeding i began to cry and i got a wet cloth and dabbed the blood off of them and one nail on her back feet was bleeding to and it came off well the like top nail anyway, but i held her and let her just chill inside my shirt and gave her all the sunflower seeds she wanted , then she started being herself and i let her back in the cage, she's fine well seems to be anyway. that was the scariest moment of my life i would of hated myself forever and i had permanently disabled my rattie. i hate that cage i have for them i want to get the a nice big cage but its a little out of my budget right now. I love my yumyum so much she was my first rat every, I felt weary of leaving her to go visit my family but she acted and seemed fine , didn't seem like anything was broken. well i am going to stop there and will try to write again later. Today i get to see my dad , i need to talk to him, i hate having to try to have serious conversations with him , i always end up forgetting what i really want to say saying something stupid and crying. Well hope everyone had a good st. patricks day even if you don't believe in it it's always good to have a reason to celebrate i mean yesterday we were celebrating the first day of spring lol not really but hell why not. I decorated my myspace for easter so check it out i have a really bad ass song on there .... it's awesome. Blueberries are good but Raspberries are delicious .

XOXO D

America's Next Top Model New Cycle

Hey I am just doing a quick entry tonight is the new america's next top model cycle starting and its 2hrs long and then i am going to go to bed because I have a bid i have to wake super early to try and win. just a little news i did my myspace up St.Patricks day style so go check it out, i am happy with it. ok i am out shows going to start. sad thing is i am going to be missing lost but i will catch it sunday hopefully. well bananas are rich in potassium but they make my tummy hurt, night all.

XOXO D

Bulging Eyes

Oh my gosh guess what nothing to exciting, but something happened. Ok first off I had done a bunch of research online about pet rats when I first got them, like how to make them want to be held, what will it take to help them not be so skittish and also what signs they show when they are happy. So I read a couple of things they say that when they are happy or nervous they will grind their teeth together and it's called bruxing i think that how you spell it not sure, any way they also dart in little runs and then they said they also like to bulge their eyes out and that means they are really excited, I didn't know what that meant and I wanted to find out so i went onto youtube and looked it up and they had a video, of my gosh it was freaky their eyeballs actually bulge out it was freaky, and i was like i don't know if i want to see my rats do that. well anyway my rats are good girls that I can leave the cage open and they just run around it and not travel out around the apartment will sometimes butterz does but she's easy to round up she's just looking for me . any way i went over there to check on them and it was so cute my blue gray rat Yumyum was sleeping in outside the cage I've never seen her do that, it was so adorable i wish i could of snapped a picture of it but i know by the time i would of been able to she would have woke up, so left her be and went off to do some dishes and then i went back to check on her and she was up so i picked her up and was just holding her in my hands, and she was just chillin that was a big surprise because Yumyum usually tries to run and hide under my shirt (i have a lot of rat scratches on my chest ) but any way she was just chillin in my hands i think because i had her tail covered too, but i was holding her and petting around her head because they don't like their butt petted so as i was petting her i noticed that she was bruxing and then suddenly she started bulging her eyes it was so weird and cool at the same time because that meant she was comfortable in my hands it was freaky but made me happy, because none of my rats have done the bulging eye thing, but now i can say my Yummers did I feel loved by my rattie. but then she ran up my shirt and then went under by my collar sigh at least it was for a moment she felt comfy lol. I think I will post the video of a rat doing the bulging eye thing so you can see how freaky it is. well chestnuts are for fire roasting and i will talk to you later.



XOXO D

Tired

Oh lordy I am tired, didn't really want to blog today, but whatever. My left hand nails are long , but my right hand has short nails. On my right hand i have a unlucky nail it was the nail i used on the screen when i was a cashier and it's thin and doesn't grow very much because it breaks. I am feeling so good I think I am going to go to sleep after this show is over I am watching I love money 2 ..... do give me that look I watched the first one . Well hope everyone is well and hope your dreams are awesome.

XOXO D

ANTM Sunday

It's that time again , America's Next Top Model marathon this time its cycle I've never seen this one before. Like the others they have some cool photo shoots. They did a awesome shoot were they were flowers or plants they were so pretty it was very cool. they got to be in a Enrique Iglesias music video, it was cool because they were trying to be like vampires it was a good song too. This weekend my moved out of where she was living which was kinda ghetto and she was surrounded by roaches but her place was probably the only one that wasn't covered with them like the surrounding complex'. I am just happy she's out of there and is in a better place. Got to do laundry and clean up a little today, but i have to vacuum tomorrow. Next Sunday they are playing cycle 4 and I haven't ever seen it before so that's cool and this Wednesday the new cycle starts I am so excited. Well that's all I have to say for now. Night lovely ones.

XOXO D