So I had a dream *sigh* I had one of those dreams about my first love then it get's me thinking about them. i believe they were the one that got away. It always gets me thinking what their up to, are they married, do they have kids, or do they think of me. I would give anything to know how they are doing and be able to talk to them again, but I lost contact with them. I guess all I have are my dreams of my first love, I don't even have a picture of them well I did Once it was on my old computer and it crashed and I lost lots of stuff including that, maybe one day we will meet again .... maybe.
Another topic I wanted to talk about was that I got a great idea of some photography for me to work on. I am not going to really speak about it , but just to let you know its pretty interesting and I am really excited about it and can't wait to start working on this project. I told my mom and sister about it and they thought it was a interesting idea and so does nannerpoo. So I will start working on that.
Last night I made a tribute bulletin on myspace for my sister's cat Precious. Then I made a memorial picture I hope my sister likes it. I cried so much last night it sucks to lose someone important to you and just because their an animal doesn't mean they aren't important they are apart of our life and a family member. Thinking if my sisters loss got me thinking of the day I am going to lose my ratties and that tare's my heart up and makes me sad, but that is life and we just have to embrace those around us just a little tighter and enjoy them in our lives and not let death flood our minds from living.
XOXO D
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