A Storm to remember

Ok so I am sorry it's been about a week since my last post, ya know i mean to come on and put stuff on but i just get carried away with other crap , so i am sorry for not being on the ball . so whats been going on with me you ask well here we go lol.

So last week on Tuesday the 12th I went with my friend Kevin to hang out with some of his friends and we went to a bar over in Montclair, it was ehhh interesting to say the least, i did get some delicious tacos from the bar we went to , sorry don't recall the name, and also Kevin bought me a Midori Sour the first alcoholic drink i really enjoyed awww memories hehe, anyway so we hung out with a couple and they were pretty cool and nice, but also liked to be dirty and i think they were trying to shock me or something , i had long nails then :( (had so sad i cut them two days ago and i miss them ) and i asked Kevin if i could scratch him , because i am weird like that , but i figured he would say no, but he said yes and we agreed i was to scratch him on the arm and dayum i left a super mark on his arm i even like took skin off lol , so then we left the bar and the couple and we went to go find a 24 hour IHOP and we did and we ate pancakes delicious yummy in my tummy.

oh i also cleaned my ratties cage during the day on Tuesday and they were so happy its super duper clean .

and forgive me but i have no idea what i did on Wednesday lol

so onto Thursday , me and Kevin hung out again , but he was texting me telling me he had threw up in the morning and i was like well then why are you wanting to hang out , but he said he had to get out of the house so i was like ok, and he came over and I had him go to Market Night in redlands, because he has never been, so that's cool that i got to show him that , he thought it only happened once a month and i said nope every Thursday lol, so then it doesn't take to long to go through there so then he wanted to see inside the very pathetic sad mall of redlands and then we left he wasn't feeling good but he still wanted to hang out, so we went to green spot and chilled but he was beginning to feel worst so i told him take me home then take your sick ass home and get rest.

Then friday i tried a new hair style it was supposed to be like rockerish , but i failed at because my hair is too long for the style but it was poofy lol and i did take some cute pics of it, it's on my myspace.

Then saturday my sister and family came over and we watched "The Perfect Getaway" with Milla Jovovich, Steve Zahn, Timothy Olyphant, it was ok , not really good but not bad either it was just ok and um that Timothy character mmmmmmm that is so a later blog lol. So everything was going good on that day until that night after my sister and them left , i was talking with my sister previously when she was there about my rat Yumyum and how i noticed she's been eating a hella a lot , like every moment she's awake she's eating and really that isn't normal, and i told her shes even getting fat , so after they left i went and took Yumyum out of her cage and her tummy was hard in a certain area and so i realized it was a tumor my hurt crashed and i begun to cry and cry and cry and develop a headache so i took some random pills i had in my drawer ( lol later i found out it's just regular Tylenol) and man it made me pass out , but before i had i so wanted to call asshole for some stupid ass reason i don't know why, but i didn't thank the lord i called my friend Melissa but she had went up into the mountains for the weekend and there is no signal where she goes so i left a voicemail.

So on Sunday i woke up and felt like utter shit , i mean i slept good but i was still very much depressed over the fact that i am going to lose my Yumyum soon , Melissa called me back her calling actually woke me up , but i was soo sad i just didn't want to talk to anyone at the moment i just kinda wanted to dwell and cry and get it out of my system because i was going to have to go out the next day , so i cried on and off , i just tried to keep my mind off of it as well, but my friends kept calling or texting me to find out what was up. I ate dinner and my dad asked me what was wrong and i just couldn't even talk , i would about to but then i could feel that i would cry and i just didn't want to i just wanted to eat and then go back into my area lol, then my friend was calling , i was hoping she would come over to comfort me after work, but she is having issues with her car, and then Kevin wanted to pick me up and i was like why don't u get melissa and come over here , but it didn't work out and i just was like whatever and i tried to go to bed but i didn't get to sleep til like 4 am.

So Monday I got to be with my mom, she came over to take me to go get rat food and shampoo lol, and then we came back , and my other rat Sunflower needed her tooth cut again and so we did that , and it went a whole lot smoother then last time that was cool, and you should see the size of this one i think it was really keeping her from eating well, so i am glad we got it she seems happier I love all my ratties. I am glad i just took the time Sunday to cry and mourn over Yumyum because i was able to function and even talk about it so i see this way I am going to enjoy every moment she is alive with me , and just be very very sad when its her time. so then after that my mom wanted to have me come over and cook me dinner and watch "The Hangover" So i had a great meal home cooked is always good or i should when my mom cooks it's always good lol, and she liked the movie she thought i was very funny.

Then Tuesday lol sorry almost done hehe, we went over to my sister and visited with her and Bella and it was grand being with my family because i love them so very much and they make me happy and smile, and laugh. Especially that precious little angel Bella i got to hold her a lot usually i am scared because she is sooo small, but actually she is getting bigger and lovelier lol.

So that is whats been going on and i think the rest of the week will be tame not much else going on OH I am going to try and give my ratties a bath lol , tomorrow , but i may change my mind because of the weather i don't want them to freeze , but i just want to clean them up especially their tails, everyone's tail needs cleaning except Kyoshi's she keeps her tail and her fur immaculate lol. so we shall see what happens oh mean today Wednesday, i want them clean because i want to do a photo, especially Yumyum because she could be gone anytime and i want as many memories of her as possible, some memories i wish i never made and wish i could have removed , but not her not my ratties i will never regret getting them as much as it will hurt to lose them , they have made me very happy and i love them soo much that's why it hurts so much when they go, but they are my little angels.

XOXO D