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Reporting in lol, so whats been going on is that on Saturday I got to go see "Alice In Wonderland" it was good , not like amazing like Avatar, but it was good, cute and I liked the Cheshire Cat. Been working on my Iguana picture still working on it, so far i've shown my sister and and mom and they both really like it, my sister says i do really well drawing animals, and i would say i have to agree, because once i drew a Golden Tamarin for my mom and it turned out really good, but the only think i didn't like was that i colored it and i don't think i did very good with that. I also drew a tree frog and my mom was like ooo i want that one, but i was like um no its mine lol. i should color this iguana picture but i am afraid to. been having lots of fun drawing and watching alot of movies to name a few, "Zack And Miri Make A Porno", "Forgetting Sarah Marshall", "Yes Man", "Whip It", "Lars and the Real Girl" , some funny as hell , some ok, some really good and some with really good soundtracks, Whip it has a really good soundtrack.

So haven't been on any dates, just been chillin thinking about things and drawing, i still talk with Christopher a little, but not that much. Then last night my Friend Kevin wanted to hang out but we didn't know what to do and he wanted to drink, and i said well buy some shit and bring it over and drink while i roller blade, ever since i watched Whip It i've been wanting to roller blade i have roller blades i didn't think they fit, so after much back and forth he finally decided to come over, which i felt was a bad idea and is, so he came over super emo and i tried to help him, but there was no way he just needed to get drunk i was the wrong person to do that with, he had a huge bag of tacos he was eating and i went and started roller bladeing ,oh man oh man , i had not done it in so long i was scared and wobbly lol, so i did it for a little bit stopped , sat with him talked with him, and then went back out there and i was more confidant and better this time around and it was fun, then i stopped talked with him and was being hyper and happy, but his mood was bringing me down, so i went for round three and this time was doing alot better i was going faster and skating longer it was fun, but he was being a real pill so he said he was going to go , and i was like ok please take your trash and he was like no i am going to leave it you have a trash can near by, and i was like um no i head straight for my room so i don't disturb my fathers wife please take your trash , and he is like no i am not going to and leaves and that got me furious so i flipped him off and stormed inside and deleted him from my face book lol, he is sooo weird, I am not going to talk to him for a while, he just really pissed me off, but it was counter balanced because i had fun roller bladeing now i just need to find a friend who will like to roller blade with me lol.

Then this morning i woke up in tear as i had a terrible dream , i dreamt my sister was sick and was going to die, and it was just aweful because she wouldn't be able to watch her daughter grow up and be there for her, and i didn't want to lose my sister i felt so sad when i woke up and there was tears in my eyes, i am not going to tell her about that dream it was horrific , to have the thought to have to leave and not being able to be there for your child , i know she would cry and such.

Well i am not sure what the week will bring me hope something fun and exciting lol, but who knows, i will write again soon. bye for now.

XOXO D