Reading by moonlight

So not to much is going on, I started reading the third book of the twilight series, and i am half way done, i can't seem to put it down, it is sooooooooooooooo good i kid you not. I had to stop myself from reading further so i don't finish til later, so right afterwards i can get the next book from my sister, erg tho because once i am done with the fourth book there are no more :( super sadness , my sister says that the author has a clip of the story of her next book, but i don't want to be teased that's so cruel gosh.

In other news today i watched a movie called " Skin walkers" well even though it had a major hottie Jason Behr, it was kinda lame, even though some parts had me glued to the screen it still lacked something. but hey i've been wanting to see werewolf movies so that's why i watched it. i wish i owned the movie "Wolf" that is a good one love Michelle phiefer sorry i think i butchered the last name, even though i don't like jack Nickelson that much he was cool in that movie. Another werewolf movie i would like to see, but not sure if i want to own is "American Werewolf in Paris" i don't remember to much about it, because its been so long, but i remember they play the song "mouth" by bush and i do recall a legless werewolf or something is wrong with it but i can't quite remember.

so the rest of my week is kinda full finally, ive been bored off my ass, tomorrow i am going to chill with mother dearest, then Thursday i am hanging with a potential new friend i finally get to go see that movie "500 days without summer" can't wait been dying to see it yay!!!! then friday i have a date with this guy, i am not sure what i think of him yet he seems really nice though and i actually talked to him a little bit ago on my phone and we talked about twilight and it was easier for me to talk to him, usually i am nervous as heck. then Saturday me and my sister are taking my mommy out for her Bday!!!! yay!!! the sad thing is i have no idea what in the world i should get her, i didn't even know it was coming up so quickly. then sunday i don't know whats going to happen there , i think i am going to my sisters or that might just be my dad, so i am happy gonna be pretty busy, i like being busy so then i don't have to read my book and it can be in my life a little longer.

Now i have been talking to a few guys, and i want to know why it always leads to talking about sex. especially when you haven't even met the person before i mean come on , but i shouldn't bitch to much because sometimes i keep it going , but really it's kind of hard to stop when they get started, so i had a very interesting convo with this dude named travis; he is a baby face cutie who is around my age, but man on man he is one kinky dude, he is into the rough stuff, and he was kinda freaking me out with what he had to say, and it was cute because he was afraid that he was going to scare me away, did it? hmmm nah i am very open minded, but don't guys like think different of you if they could talk about sex so freely, i am not no harlot lol, i always try to keep the conversation clean , nice and friendly but oh well, then there is this other guy who talks to me by the name of chris, well i used to enjoy his conversations, but lately he has been talking like my ex did and that's kind of scary, but also another thing he did was bring up sex as well, but i don't feel we are connecting anyway so i decided to go with it and fulfilled his sexual questioning desires :3 Then there is this guy Michael, oh Michael what a hottie in my books, cute face, nice lips, and even nicer body yumalicious that all i have to say, so we talk every now and then when he is online, and he always bitches that he is lonely , and goes on about how i am cute and sweet and whatever, and then i ask him , well if you feel that way , why don't you ask to hang out with me, then he goes um can i call you in a bit and i am like sure, but little bitch didn't call lol , whatever i was enjoying my convo with my new friend and this other guy but i am not into him, because he is married and what not. any way i don't get it , i don't get guys, is it because i am ugly, then why say i am cute, just don't say anything, and definitely why talk to me if your going to spit all this shit and not act, honestly grow a back bone and ask me out because obviously if i am still talking to you by the fourth or fifth time i am interested, because i don't waste my time with people i am not into, but maybe i need to give the men a little push, but that sucks, cause i want a guy who isn't afraid to ask me out like the guy i am going on a date with on friday he asked me and i think we what talked hmmm a few times, so whatever really i just want to fuck micheal because he is one sexy ass motherfucker lol, i am never like that, but that is what he brings out of me i don't know what it is, but he turns me on just by looking at his picture mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i can't believe he is single, oh maybe because he is a porn addict, everyone has their flaws lol. but another thing about the sex talk, when you first date someone you don't just dive into the sex talk right? i mean i know it's different being on the internet and all, but i think we should keep some values. :::sigh:::: any way maybe they aren't interested and so they go into the sex conversation oh well whatever.

that's all i have to say for now so i am going don't want to read don't want to read but oh it is sooooo tempting dammit.

"And so the Lion fell in love with the Lamb"

XOXO D