ok well friday was cool, because me and my family went up to big bear to hang out , i even got a cute little statue of the Chinese horoscope rat , which is what i am. So that was all good, then i was online chatting and i was talking with this pretty cool guy, he asked if i wanted to go see a movie and i was like well hmmmmm i don't know .... ok sure why not, so he was like cool, so i gave him directions to where i am at and he said he would be there around 9 and i was like cool see you then, before i go he asks me if i am definitely sure i wanted to go and i wasn't going to bail when he got there, i was like its all good dude lets do this, so we both log off to get ready, so i got all dolled up looking pretty and waited and waited 9 rolled around nothing, 10 rolled by to late for a movie now, even if he showed up we weren't going to make the movie i wanted to see , then when 11 rolled by i gave up and got into my jammies and started reading my book.
then Saturday i had plans with this one guy who ive been out with before and who supposedly wanted to see me again real bad, so we were supposed to hang out today and go to the beach, so i got all ready did my hair which takes forever because i straighten my wavy ass hair and got all the shit i needed for the beach and everything, so i let time pass a bit because he said he didn't want to go to early, so when it wasn't so early i tried to text him, got nothing, later i texted him , nothing, then i called nothing, i am soooo pissed , luckily my family was doing dinner and a movie night so at least i got to eat really good food and well the movie was a bust as well we saw " Last House On The Left" not my bag baby . so yes i am so mad at this dude for standing me up, i mean i would of understood if something came up, but dude at least let a girl know what the hell is going on, why is it men are phone retarded, i just don't get it.
So i just chatted again tonight, this one dude ive been talking with was one and we had one of our nice conversations, he seems to dig me , but doesn't ask me out or anything, so i kind of lead the direction and got him where i asked a question to see what was up with that, and he says that he is in the sex mode and doesn't want to offend me and some bs , it is so tiring i tell you are their no decent guys our there, can't i go out with someone and it not turn into sex really, i mean i know men are all about the sex, but shouldn't that come later when you grow to like each other and shit, i mean come on now lets talk, show me a reason to want to give it up to you.
I also was starring at my rats while i was chatting with some sex crazed dude and i started messing with paint and trying to draw my baby butterz sleeping and you know what it worked out pretty cool. i drew her sleeping in two different positions and it looks like two different rats. check it out!
so sorry but i had to rant about all the BS i've been going through.
Sunday is another day maybe something good will come of it.
Well i am tired as Fuck so yea.
XOXO D
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