Lost Another Friend

It started out a good day I got to see my mom and then later went to hang out with friends and my sister, then i got home around 1 am and i checked in on my rattie Sunflower, she was in her wooden tissue box, she had passed away. I called my sister to tell her and she comforted me and also brought out the tears i was fighting away, i made a box for her and placed her inside it along with a delicious yogie treat and some other treats for her journey and a horse she loved to chew one and other special things, I taped up the box and said my goodbyes to my sweet Sunflower, I loved her so much, it's late and i won't be able to bury her til morning so i placed her in the garage til then and that was even hard to do.

during all this i was texting people and posting on facebook of my loss, and there was this one dude i had been talking to and he thought i would comforter by him kissing me and groping me and then he said or how about i pleasure you, really really people that's just aweful, but whatever men are weird.

I will always have my ratties in my hearts, I can't believe how much love i hold for these sweet little creatures who have their own personalities, i Loved sunflower for so many reason, how strong she was , how i saw her as the mommy among the ratties, she loved to nest and she loved her sisters and me, in the end i think me and her bonded very well and she became close then ever and i just really hope she knows how much i cared and love her.

R.I.P Sunflower June 15 2008 - May 30th 2010