Thats not Rain it's my tears

Everything was going ok, been drawing, driving, and talked to a art school, and made a appointment to take a tour of the campus Wednesday at 11 am , then my friend Melissa wanted to finally hang out after a long time of not seeing each other (because she has someone in her life) so she came over we caught up and talked and then we started to watch bones, half way through it i saw my rat Sunflower trying to get down and she just plopped down, i thought she hurt herself and then she started to walk funny, the same walk her sister Yumyum did before she died, i got her out of the cage gave her water and some food, she did eat and my friend was saying that was good, but she was still walking as though she was drunk and that is not a good sign, my friend got on the phone with her someone, and i started to shed some tears for sunflower because i know she was fading, so my friend had to leave early even though i was in pain because i know that i am losing yet another friend to heaven. she left and i held on to my sunflower, i held her and then made a little box for her to lay in but she is such a stubborn and strong rat she just wanted to wobble around, she is my fighter never gives up, so i let her crawl around watching her when she climbs up to my shoulder she sits still, then i decided to make a little video of her and me but then my camera died when i finished it, and then i decided to give her more water and food and she ate a pretty good amount of food, which i hope is a good thing, but she was messy when she ate it i had to clean her up a little and then i did want to hold her as much as i could before i went to bed doing all that through tears, but i thought she will do well in her cage with her sisters, i put her in the tissue holder box thing and her sisters cleaned her up a little i watched them to make sure they weren't hurting her , and now she's sleeping well i hope she's getting some rest, and sweet little lola was just now running around down stairs in the cage playing cutely with a toilet paper roll, it was so adorable. But i do believe that Sunflowers life is coming to a end ..... i just hope i don't wake up and she's passed away, i hope my little fighter hangs on so i can hold her in my arms just moments more. I love you sunflower my sweet rattie. well i need to head off to bed need to get some sleep for tomorrow still need to go to that art school and see if i can get in it.

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