Something Needs to Change

In my Life definitely, but i am so horrible at that i think the few things I have changed in my life is better at fixing my hair , picking out cuter clothes to wear and being more responsible for my pets ( but really my rats are family not just a lame pet term hmpf) anywhoo i am just tired of the way things are and really need to get my ass in gear figure out what i need to do and freaking do it, i really want to go to school, but i think I've waited to long and that boat sailed, and i know i can't go to the art school because its just way to ridiculously expensive, and as more time goes by the more I am diminishing as a person and i am just turning into this flop of a person who just has the drive to take care of her ratties who's lives are way more important, and that just sad I mean their lives are important and always will be, but I should think mine is too. I did get a few things done today and I got to hang out with my mom and she let me go around with her while she did errands and it got me out of the house and I started watching this British show called "Skins" it is very interesting funny, and disgusting lol.

Speaking of my Lovely ratties, I have had to three escapes lol, the first time i was letting the babies run around and my Kyoshi was sticking around to this one area and i didn't really think anything of it til she was no longer around lol, so i gathered Butterz and Lola and put them on their play area by their cage and went on the hunt for my naughty Kyoshi I heard her roaming around and snap when i looked behind this cabinet in my room there she was and i called her and the cute little thing she was she came up to her mommy lol, i was like oh thank goodness usually when they hit the ground they freak out and don't want to be touched what so ever, so i put her back with her sister and looked to see what she had done so i covered up her escape spot and i thought i fixed it , but next time i had her out , and darted right for her spot and in moment she was gone i was like son of a bleep, and tried calling for her but i would just see a glimmer of her tail and she would be gone , so i have my closet open and it can't really close all the way so i went and sat over by it in case she wanted to take a stroll in there and that would be ridiculous to try and find her in, but when i sat there she was by my shoes and carelessly went to try to grab her and she darted away from my hand, but she was still close by , so i got the little container on the much coveted yogies (yogurt drop rattie treats =D ) and i shook the container and bam she ran over to me , she knows what she would get lol, so i was able to grab her and put her back with her sisters, so i left them to run around their play area by cage and i wanted to go to bed but it was kinda early and the girlies were still running around having so i left them out and i passed out, i woke up from a bad dream because it was freezing in my room , so i got up and closed the window and checked to see if all the girls were in the cage cause sometimes my butterz likes to sleep out of the cage when she's able Kyoshi and Lola were sleeping in the tissue box, but butterz was not so i checked all the places where she could be and she was no where i was like oh man , and called for her made little clicking noises that gets their attention sometimes and then i heard so rustleing around back behind the box that is holding up the rat cage i moved some things and there she was and she was being all scared running from me but i got her, always scared though that they are going to bite but nah grabbed her and poor thing was cold, i held her and then put her in back in the cage and closed it up so now they are grounded to their cage for a bit and butterz hates it she wants out soooo bad lol, but that was terrible they have been playing in that play area for a while and never had any issues til now great I liked it because i could leave them to run amok and not worry anyone was going to end up on the floor so next time i will have to watch my Butterz and see how she does it, she was always my escape artist even when she was smaller lol.

Well til next time Byezzzzzzzz

XOXOXO D