What The Flock!!!

Say what i post again so soon already well i just have things on my mind, so today i was going to go with my Dad and his wife to their dogs training class, I was finishing up this episode of that show i have been watching Skins, and then my friend Melissa messages telling me that she is at the medical center not to far from my home and ask if i would come down and chill with her, and so like a good buddy i said ok even though i kinda wanted to go to the dog class but oh well, i got dropped off at the medical center and told her i was there and then like moments later she came out and we were off and then we came back to my place and watched true blood, SYTYCD, and like a half episode of Dexter and she got messaged by a old friend and was going to go meet her for pool i am like wtf fine don't even invite me i told her that and she tried to make all this lame ass excuses so whatever i was like ok go have fun blah blah blah ya blimey bitch i was furious like wouldn't like to get out of my hole and have some fun playing pool which i am horrible at gees, so she went off and i had some emails to answer on a date site hehe, and in the middle of answering one i got messaged by my ex's friend and he is soooo annoying because everytime he talks to me on there he always always tries to get me to pleasure him HA, so we were talking and he was telling me some stuff going on in his life and he then he was like why don't we just hang out, and i was like because u just want to be a bad boy and he swear he wouldn't be and after much back and fourth and playing tug a war at the idea i agreed to walk around the block with him for a bit , because he lives literally a few blocks down from me hilarious, so i met up with nervous as hell because this is the weirdest shit ever come hanging out with on of the friends of ur ex whom you never really met , i've met this guy like once when i was with my ex, so we met up, walked around, and talked i saw a baby skunk eeek it was soooo cute, but i was being my shy dull introvert self, any way we came to like a spot and he was like so you going home or did you want to hang more and i was like well what do you want and he is like i don't care it's up to you , I knew i should of been on my way home but i was up so we hung out a little more we actually went to his house which i didn't think we were going to do lol , but we went the back yard where he has one loud ass bird chirping, and i thought the one by my house was bad it's like right in his back yard and so then he wanted to go into the trailer , ok when this happend i knew i should of left but i really thought he just wanted to talk lol, so we went it, but then he tries to pull some lame moves and i am even more quiet because i know what he wants and i don't know what to do so i am like ok i am going to go and he is like awww what and is disappointed, but hey i was just there for the walking and talking and nothing more I have strong morals toward stuff like that and i keep to them most of the time, plus even though he is cute; his over confidence in himself, and the way he talks about women like they are just mere sex objects is revolting and does not stimulate my libido so see for me it's not all about looks if it were don't you think i would be all over this dude he is tall, blond, blue eyed, kinda looks like that guy who played the older brother on home improvement but thinner and has like a surfer look to him, but not for me i am looking for something more in a person who i am attracted to but it just takes more then just being hot trust me, but even so i have to admit we are sooooo opposites, and he is so outta my league , he needs some prissy skinny little smarty pants who doesn't mind his massive ego about himself for reals, i mean i am strange weird cute artistic curvy thick woman and need a man who can handle what i have lol. so yeah i thought the whole experience was odd, but i suppose it was good to get out talk to him and fill an hour i probably would of spent watching my show , damn good show tho lol, i don't think we will ever hang out again i just don't see that happening. One thing though i need to practice on my conversation skills they are lackluster, just a moment ago i was reading on how to improve on them, and i read some good stuff, that i will try to put to good use next time i have a conversation with a strange new person, i like to think i do ok but reality bit me in the ass tonight with that one how fun it is to learn different things about yourself, I am a aggressive kisser , i am introverted personality, need to work really hard on my conversation skills lol.

well til next time byyyyyeeeeeesssssss

XOXO D