I worked on some drawings that i colored with pastels, they are ok nothing special no aw factor, which sucks , because i wanted it to be that way so that i could win a contest for once, but they don't look professional they look as though a child has done them, but i did enjoy drawing them , one is of a canyon and the other is of a island of rabbits lol, everyone is nice and saying they are pretty and all, but family and friends don't count lol when it comes to criticizing your work.
Friday i got to hang out with my sister and niece Bella, it was a lot of fun, we went shopping for a friends baby shower gift, on the way we saw this poor mama pit bull dog running around the parking lot, she was sooo skinny i wish i had some food for her, and you could really tell she was a mommy dog.
I haven't seen Kurt since Wednesday, he had his kids this weekend so he had his hands full, and he seems to be missing me, but i am not sure, i think there was a shift some where, because in the beginning he would email me quiet frequently during the day, but recently his email output to me has diminished lol, i am sure i am making a big deal out of it, but that's what i do best is worry and doubt lol, so terrible, i miss him, i want to see him, just doesn't feel he wants to see me , sorry i think its going to be my women time soon , being all emotional and stuff. I just not secure in what is exactly going on here. I was hanging out on facebook and this guy messaged me, we went out a few times but then he got all busy or something and i had not heard from him, and i had liked him he was really cool, so anyway he messaged saying "oh your with someone now" and i was like "yup" and i was talking to him about how it was going my worries and concerns and the jerk has nerve to ask if he could come over and ya know lol, i was like um no i have a bf lol, but for a little bit was like relentless about it, hell no man i was not going there. he said something to me though when i was talking about my issues, he said we didn't have chemistry, but what is chemistry, i don't believe in that really, i believe you make it what you want, i like Kurt and things may be difficult right now but i am not going to just give up and wash my hands of something that could be amazing.
Saturday we had a bbq with donna's family and my sisters stepson came home from Pennsylvania, so it was a real full house lol, and we watched a movie called " Green Zone"
then sunday my mom came to hang out with me we did our thing, and she was trying to look for a new cell phone, but the company she has , and she has a prepay does not carry the kind of phone she wants, she wants a similar phone like mine with the qwerty keyboard, so i was telling her about all the different types of prepays they had that carried a qwerty phone, but she got a bit frustrated and was like never mind, i mean she doesn't really need a qwerty phone but she could of got a better phone for her company cause her's is old lol. but oh well not going there lol. Then for a long ass time i have been wanting this toy, don't laugh , but i love cute things and dinosaurs lol, so back in freaking november i saw this really cute dinosaur toy robot, who growls, and snaps and when filled with water will squirt you when it opens it's mouth it is freaking awesome and adorable, but it was like almost 40 bucks , so today i went to the toy section at first just to see how much their uno cards cost, and he was in the same vicinity, i should have just bought the uno cards, such a fun game would of loved to play it with Kurt, but anyway so i stared at him the dinosaur robot and saw that his price went down, i am surprised he is still there he has been there for a long time lol, and i would always think of him, so i bit the bullet and got him, my mom shook her head at me, but i don't care he is soooo cute and awesome here is a picture of my dinosaur robot named Kato hehe .
he is cool, and sits right by my lap top little Kato =)
so i am like hella tired and want to go to sleep but i think i still have like a half an hour before my blanket dries and that's the last bit of laundry i have, i actually wanted to wash this other blanket but i think i will hold off til morning lol. so this sunday is my friends baby shower, and i don't know what else will be going on but i will be on again soon to let ya know. kisses bitches lol
XOXO D
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