Babies, Halloween , and kisses

Well today was a interesting day, i woke up early remember a dream of me having a little girl, but i didn't get to see her til she was like 9 and i hated the lady that was her mother instead of me. it was very odd and i could feel the saddness of not being able to be there for my child and not being able to watch all the magic and precious moments of my girl.

then around 10 AM my sister came and we went to a party supply store and looked around for decorations for her baby shower, then we went to Party Plus another party store and got some things for the favors, We also stopped off at Joanna's to look for a special kind of scissors , and we were looking at their Halloween music figures and they were awesome, i wanted to record them but we forgot to go back , but there was this owl on top of a pumpkin and it sang and flapped his wings it was cool, then there was a cat one holding a little pumpkin we flipped the switch and it started playing black magic woman, so first is the intro of just instrumental, then the singing started and out of now where expectantly the pumpkins mouth moves I mean i never saw it coming and screamed to high heaven, my sister laughed her ass off at my reaction.

afterwords we went to the post office to try to find occasion stamps, but we failed they didn't have much it sucked, then we had to wait for her husband to get home so we could go to Babies R Us to register for her baby shower, so we got to put together a sample favor to see how it goes, and it looks awesome i should take a picture of it. lol don't i always say that.

any way then we met up with her husband at the Babies R Us and they filled out a form and the lady told them all about the best way to register for the baby shower and it was alot of info, but soon we were released onto the store to our own demise lol, so it was so long before we looked at everything baby we even filled up one scanner to capacity and still had to go through clothes, it was long, then after that we were going to go to target to register their, but first we stopped by the vet because my sisters dog had to have surgery on its knee and we went to check how she was , i almost cried but i was strong.

after that i was starving so me and my sister ate some food and then hurried off to target to hurry and register , there wasn't much there most of the stuff we go was at Babies R Us so it was fairly quick but man it had gotten late , and i was hoping it wasn't going to take that long because i really wanted to meet this guy named David my bad blue eyed boy , but unfortunately when i got home it was past 7 and to late for him to come down so that sucked.

I was kind of relieved because i was so tired from running around all day so i was chillin listen to some music, well finishing the list of heart broken songs and this one fella named Andy messaged me, this guy has been trying to meet me to kiss me , and i've kind of getting a bad vibe from it, cause i swear for a few days now he has been trying, and i kept telling him that i was tired and what not, but he kept on insisting we hang out for a bit, so finally after much talk involving Gavin Rossdale he won me over lol, so I met him , he rode in on his motorcycle what is it about men and their bikes so hot, he was cute with his weird hair all tied back , he was tall 6'2 and skinny , i am not much into the real skinny dudes but eh, we walked around the neighbor hood and when we turned the connor of the street he wanted to kiss me but i told him i wasn't ready that i am a shy gal and it takes time, so he was cool a real chill guy , so we walked some more and he was trying to convince me to take a ride on his motorcycle, but my ex scared me about how i would screw it up or some shit like that, but he assured me as long as i just held on and did nothing we would be fine, so we headed back to his bike to give it a try but then we stopped along the way to sit on a curb and chat a bit to get the nervousness out of the way, then my friend called asking if i would hang out with her new gf while she was at work, i was like Melissa please i hardly know her it will be sooooooo awkard and then i told her i was hanging out with someone and had to go. then we talked a little bit more then he moved in on me for a kiss and so i gave it so we made out for a bit i pulled away and he said i was a really good kisser , he was good too, we continued and he started to get a little handsy had to ease him down so he did and we continued to make we made out for a bit then walked back toward his bike because he had to get going but we would stop and kiss walk stop and kiss it was nice just what i needed it was great. so i said goodbye i have no idea if i will talk or see this guy again, i think he is one of those guys that just wants to have fun and is not really getting into anything real deep ya know, but it was cool, because i had been looking for someone to just make out with and that is what i did and i feel good about it very very good and happy. I would be most surprised if he would want to hang out again.

well i am off to dream land yay hope it's something good.

"Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves." ~ Albert Einstein


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