CHERRY FLAVORED EVERYTHING

BLAH ...... I am sick and tired of being sick, ERG i hates it i am in pain, and i have to do shit tomorrow and if i don't feel the slightest better i am going to have to not go because i can't be around people in this sort of pain there is just no freaking way, i am almost in tears here literally it hurts to swallow i am in so much pain i can barely drink water or eat and i was so hungry i had to just endure the pain to stop my tummy from yelling at me and do you think any one gives a crap, nope , i had to beg my dad to get me something to ease the pain , and still when he got the stuff like this throat spray and still didn't work and he got me chloraseptic throat lozenges and they didnt work either and they both taste awful don't they have any other flavor other then Cherry because man it is gross shoving cherry after cherry into my mouth <--- that sounds nasty , and then my mom calls and we have to start putting some shit in her new place, but i don't know if i will be up for it i thought i was doing better but then all of the sudden i got hit with a wave of under the weather again , and she didn't even bat a freaking eye when i told her how i was doing, she's like ok well i will be there in the morning to pick you up, but really i don't know if can go, hopefully i feel somewhat better tomorrow, but i don't know how good i am going to be , i think i gave the little energy i had left yesterday getting the stuff we needed for the baby shower i mean i know it was just walking around and driving from place to place, but hello sick person here, i am sick because my immune system is down and blah blah blah , plus my moms real move date is sat. and i don't know if i will be able to help and my mom is depending on me , but i feel as though it may take a while for me to recover i always have problems with the throat area , it takes freakin forever to heal i hates it the worse possible way for me to get sick, i mean i wish it was the vomit kind sick then this type hands down i can stand some ralphing, but i hate my throat hurting and making me cry. and then i told that guy i have been seeing and he didn't give a shit either, he was busy with something else, i mean he fucking says he loves me but can't say sorry babe i wish i was there to do something for you, i don't matter I matter to no one. to bad it wasn't pneumonia and it just offs me right now , sorry but that's how i feel at the moment, i was doing fine before, because i was watching this really good Anime called "Peach girl" which i recommend any anime fan to watch whose a girl , not sure if guys would be to much into its kinda girly, but damn good, i couldn't stop watching it and swooning and wishing I had Two love interest like the main girl did. I've been spitting up loogies all day it's nasty but true into a cup and i have to dump it out again, i think i will do that then head to bed and see if maybe the night will ease my sickness and i will be better in the morning.

"When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but creatures of emotion." ~Dale Carnegie

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