


So i was happy that some came out well, then also i was talking with my friend and her new gf at the same time it got confusing which one would be talking to me , but it also kept me entertained. Finally David told me we could hang out and he would be over to pick me up soon, i was so nervous and excited that I was finally going to meet this guy. So I got my things together and he called me when he was near and so i waited outside for him, and he came and got out of the car , he hugged me, I was kind of scared and i was still soooooo nervous, he helped me into his ride and we talked a little as we drove up to his place, he kept looking at me, it was cute. the drive to his place was beautiful, I do love nature so. Finally we got to his place tucked away up in the mountains. we were going to hang out and get to know each other and watch movies, the first movie we put in was "Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind" but m well we didn't see much of it, because we started making out and it was great, he is so sweet and nice, he told me i was beautiful and went on and on about my eyes, no one has ever been into my eyes like that before, he made me feel so pretty and good about myself, ( I stalled for a moment remembering our time) he was so giving and gentle and affectionate, it was just plain awesome that's all i can say. Now he is a great guy, a little over the top with his playfulness and carefree attitude, he is funny, and fucking sexy adorable beautiful blue eyes, plump delicious lips to kiss , and warm, but he does have a lot of red signs for me to not further this thing, but i don't want to think about that stuff, really that part is like what is my family going to think of him and when they find out his red signs they are going to be so against him being with me, sadly in his case the bad kinda of does weigh out the good , even though he made me feel like goddess, it is hard for me to deal with some of his issues and position in life, i mean i not no perfect person either , i have my issues and most people run from that, but i don't know i definitely would like to see where it goes with him, but really i don't think that far, it makes sad , because when i think about being with him I can't help but smile. Now i am sad , because he made me feel so great about me, no one has ever gushed about my physical attributes as much as he did, but in so many ways we are so wrong for one another, maybe i should end it before he falls for me, but he too looks like someone who would break my heart. All in all it was a great time and even if it was for one moment of bliss , i will definitely take it and treasure always, because that boy can kiss lol.
"Our hearts are drunk with a beauty our eyes could never see." ~George W. Russell
XOXO D

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