Broken Hearts and Hungry Movies

yesterday was about tears and being very unhappy, today was about watching movies i watched a few of my faves that i own, the first i watched was "The Secretary" with James Spader and Maggie Gyllenhaal if you hadn't seen it well really depends on what kind of movies you enjoy if you would like this one , awe hell just watch it anyway if you like you like if you don't eh that's your opinion . The next movie I watched i am sure most people have seen called " Spanglish" with Adam Sandler, Tea Leoni, Cloris Leachman, Paz Vega, I love watching that movie I don't know why but I never grow tired of it i mean Ive seen it so many times that i was even saying the Spanish lines before they did lol, ya i know i am a dork. The third movie I watched today was "Clue" with Tim curry, Madeline Kahn, Christopher Lloyd, Lesley Ann Warren, now i don't know to many people who have seen that movie, and if you are one of those people please track it down and watch it, it is a good movie and maybe just maybe might get a chuckle out of you. Then later on in the night i was talking with my friend she was at home getting ready to watch a movie herself, and decided to drive over to my place and watch it with me (cue the awww card lol jk) any way so what we watched was the movie "Julie and Julia" with Meryl Streep and Amy Adams, it was very cutsy, i had no idea it was based on a real story, but this movie made me a couple things, really really hungry lol and got me to want to blog haha, it was funny my friend fell asleep but i just had to see the end and in case you haven't seen it i won't say what really disappointed me erg could of been so good if only aw well can't always win lol.

So that was my movie day and also i ended it with this guy I've been talking with Vince, gosh i love that name such a great name , he doesn't even live that far from me but because he doesn't drive he might as well live in another time zone, as much as i wanted to try i just really don't think it is good to, i was hoping that today i would get to talk to him on the phone, but i think i pissed him off with not text him back when he was texting me , or because i wasn't going along with his plan to try "try" to get me over to where he is at, but so i thought long and hard about this situation and i didn't even push it aside when many told me i shouldnt, i gave it a chance and i just really don't think that it was right, everything else seemed good, the connection, the conversations, and the kissing , all that is wrong is the timing in our lives. because really i am not looking for a phone pal no no i am looking for a bf someone to go out with , have fun, kiss, cuddle, hold, look into each others eyes, etc etc etc .... not just talk on the phone and maybe try to see each other if his or my friends pull through no no that is just lame. So i didn't get to talk to him and i just had to end it yesterday , and no way i was going to do it through text like some spineless, cowardice, asshole lol. So I wrote down what i was going to say used this cool number to just be able to go to his Voice mail and left him the message, erg but it sucked because I was about to click the option to hear it before i left, but then boom it disconnected me so i didn't get to hear how it sounded and blah i messed up a few times and so wanted to redo it, oh well. My friend keeps asking him if he called yet, i wonder if he will even call, I bet he wouldn't he doesn't seem like the type to chase he seems like the type of guy to talk alot of talk , promise the moon, and then not chase a girl , does he have a chance to catch me? yes because i love determination, i always tell a guy somewhere along the line that i liked to be chased , but they probably think playfully, and i do but also if you think i am getting at arms length just about out of reach then freaking run over to me grab me close and capture me. So this guy at this first time we met in person said i love you to me, so in turn i believe i am breaking his heart which sucks , because i hate to have my heart crushed , but really as much as i would have liked it to work its not going to not enough trinkets would make do , because that's what he wanted to do was buy me a really awesome gift so that when we couldn't see each other it would remind me of him , but um i don't want to spend more time with the trinket then i do him, so ya it's over , but would love to stay friends.

"Had a salad today was soooo awesome even ate some tomatoes that didn't have to be cooked for me to eat them." - Danielle M.

XOXO D