Dani California: The Cheese Muffin Shall Be Eaten

hello so now we enter the month of December close to Christmas, birth of my new and first niece , and a new year. for the most part i am extremely excited about my sister about to give birth to her first kid/Daughter, as for the others like christmas not really looking forward to it only for the low cash flow and won't be able to give those i love much , i've been trying to think what i could give them but i am coming up blank.

now I had got in a little fight with my friend, she was all busy with this new girl she is trying to date and then they were having a little trouble and she told me that we were going to hang out, but then bailed on me and i had already got ready to go and everything, and this isn't the first time she has done that so i was very angry at her, then she finally came over apologized and gave me a cheese muffin and we made up.

Yesterday we started the beginning of the month together and we went to the mountains up to Big Bear and had a lot of fun we made snow men, snow creatures and got really really cold. I met someone that day as well, i had been talking to this guy named Vince (love the name) i am a freak i just adore when a guy has a name i love lol i have no idea why , anywho. so me and my friend were waiting til he got off work , and i have been talking to him for over a little bit of a week and we seem "seem" to hit it off , and so this was the first time i would be meeting him in person, so i was ultra nervous. so finally he got off work and i met up with him by the parking lot and he kissed me and hugged me. the three of us ended up going to a near by park and hanging out and then my friend left , and left alone with Vince and well we started to kiss hehe, i give him a 8 out of 10 , he was a good kisser thank goodness i was had been doubting humanity of not raising more good kisser lol, anyway the only thing that bugged was that his lip ring was poking me lol, that just sounded wrong. so it started getting late and we decided to go get something to eat, and we did then we went to Vince's house and listened as he played the guitar for us, oh my i got sooooooooooooooo turned on it was awesome , something about seeing a guy rock out on a guitar, so then he came and sat by me on the couch and my friend played around with the guitar as me and Vince had a makeout session hehe, i got two hickies on my neck and will be wearing this turtle neck til they disappear lol, i also gave him some but was very hesitant to because he works and i don't want him to get in trouble. well it was a really fun day and i loved it. right now i am fighting with myself wether i believe in this relationship with Vince it's just me being scared, worried and over thinking everything. and then my poor friend is going through some stuff that i wish she wasn't , the girl she was into is not talking to her, and she has no idea why, they just got into gf status and were happy, but now my friend is sad and wants to drink her troubles away and i need to be there for her . Oh what was really cool to me because it doesn't happen all that much or maybe it does and i am just oblivious but as me and my friend were waiting for Vince we were chilling in the car and these guys were passing by and man this one guy was just staring at me and smiling and i didn't even connect that he was checking me out til he was outta sight and i turned to my friend i was like oh man that guy was checking me out lol.

Ok so anyway here are some pics of our time in the mountains.

Me and Melissa